sheryl

The bunnie is born!

2011-03-14T00:37:00.005+08:00

hi world yet again.

kindda sleepy right now but I'm willing to sacrifice abit of my time just to life-n up this blog,

yea i know there's no such word as life-n but you get the point.

anyway,just wanna say that pinky gave birth to a baby bunny today.

& it's gonna be white!

so ya. actually i have not much to blog about cox i'm so lifeless now due to work.

gonna work alot for the next 2 months cox I'm having my holidays now & I'm saving up money to pay for my braces as well as for shopping.

OK,gotta go now.

TATA!

2011-03-08T00:39:00.002+08:00

just went to check out my sec school class blog.

DEAD as expected,just like mine.

dont you just feel i need some renovation here?

ya even if you feel so i cant do anything about it unless my cousin helps me out with it cox i'm too bloody lazy.

anyway it's my poly BFF birthday today.

8th march,yup,he's 18 to do wild stuffs now.

thought of getting him this shirt full of pockets that contained condoms used for different days.

i saw it at chinatown the other time round & yes,it was the first time i went into a sex shop.

quite funny though.

i'm gonna be a no lifer zombie for the next few weeks cox i'm gonna hardcore earn my money in buddy. full shift up ahead.

faced this bitchy customer today.

arghhh!

boils my blood literally!!!

she's so stuck up man! can't stand her.

kk shouldn't even talk about her.

nights ppl,i'm off to watch ok wait,maybe i should sleep.

dad's gonna be home in no time.

nightys!

2011-01-25T16:37:00.001+08:00

i'mma happy girl,just deleted off the comment box so that there'll be no spam msg.

whoohoo!

anyway,my accounting test weightage of 15% is in another 2 hours+

wish me luck.

bye.

2010-12-15T16:41:00.009+08:00

It's been ancient since i last blogged.
to tell you the truth,i even forgot what my password was.
thank god there's this thing called "remember now" that auto saves your password when you want it to.
so I'm currently at chounny's place alone.
where's chounny?he's working.
oh ya! i emigrated papa hammie to choun's place some time ago & you know what?
I'm kindda missing that hammie cause when it's at my place,after coming home I'll go & say hi to my hammie in the highest pitch & longest time possible.
my siblings get irritated & laugh at me =.=
yea,so that's bout it.
papa hammie's becoming a AH PEK already you know.
it's been with me for like 2 years?
QN 1)where did you get your papa hammie?
oh,choun adopted 2 hammies from a colleague & gave it to me.
2)why is papa hammie at his place now?
becauseeeee choun decided to take care of it & because IT'S ABOUT TIME some responsibility is being delegated to him since he never took care of papa hammie ever since he gave me!
hmm,tomorrow's paper is marketing fundamentals.
gonna study later.
i need to have a short nap.
today's paper was business accounting.
i was so anxious/nervous till i wanted to vomit.epic right?
but yea,NEVER felt this way before.
perhaps i was undergoing some big time stress-out condition that i'm being so vulnerable.
& guess what?i even prayed to god to calm me down.
i couldn't think straight.
still testing out if god was real cause i'll always hear real accounts of friends i know, that say god has helped them in some way when they needed help.so yea,just testing.
I'm still a Buddhist by name but i would rather be called a free thinker.
why?
cause i know absolutely nothing about my religion except dad telling me to pray joss sticks to the guan ying at my home which i rarely do so(don't know it's purpose) & Buddhism also say never kill/take away another life including insects.
i know this because my ex was a devoted Buddhist too & he attended Buddhist classes at temples.
after awhile my habit started picking up.
i continued to squash ants again.well,i did restrain myself from doing so in the past OK?
& what's more i still have a heart to stop others from killing other insects!
such as?
spiders?erm..bees?
whatever but ants la. i hate roaches too you know?
i find them so scary.
my mum's terrified by it too.now I'm beginning to wonder was my fear of roaches caused
by her? =.=
ok i guess I'll end here.
RIP ALVISS KONG.(his pic is on my handphone home screen by the way,tell you guys about it another time.)
BYE!

2010-10-31T21:31:00.003+08:00

hi all,i doubt anybody would still linger around here cause it's quite dead.
anyway, I've become quite "sien" of blogging after a whole lot while.
then something i saw made me wanna blog about it.
you see,recently i went to xiaxue's blog & twitter & this was what she tweeted
" No bitch, my blog post is not for "referencing" aka plagiarizing. Wanna copy still wanna be so defensive wtf"
and so,me being a KPO, went to view her blog & all.
and you know what?i recalled seeing this girl real life before cox she came to buddy to eat with her mum & 2 younger siblings.
Her mom also gave me trouble once. Drinks & food all screwed up.
read her formspring too & she DOES have a lot of haters out there. when they insulted her,she reacted back by calling them "lowlifes" "dogs" & never fails to mention how rich her father is and daring people to sue what she have said.
Her mum allows her to smoke & didn't scold her for having a tattoo.
she's only 15 by the way?
& i thought some people who I've seen is worse. I'm so wrong man.
I've got friends that are rich yet humble & all.
my question is why are some people like that?thinking they can get their way with money?
everything call the dad for $ just like "princess" from the powerpuff girls.
I'm totally curious here.
btw,she looks totally different with and without make-up.

2010-09-11T00:30:00.002+08:00

xxx:ordered fries.
me:keyed in and gave him back change.
xxx:reached out for the plastic fork.
me:erm we'll give it (METAL cutlery) to you.
xxx:oh ok,fork ar.
me:ya. *as though i will give you a knife or spoon.like DUH I KNOW RIGHT?!

2010-08-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

what should i get for choun on our 2Y anni? ;DDD

should i like make a card again?

hmm..i know my blogskin is like forever the same.

i'll ask lisa to help me change it when i feel like it.

exams are coming in LESS THAN 2 WEEKS time!

what have i studied so far?

i've read through but not memorise OB.

i started on 1 chap of econs today on money exchange.

accounts havent started,what a lagger sheryl

guess what?

i couldnt stay at home ytd ;( missing choun like hell!

i had to see him somehow! but i had to study as well.

anyway bottom line,i went ahead and find him at night ;/

yolanda was there too.

choun woke at 6pm btw?! must have dota-ed late.

morning i went to school,met dricks to copy accounts notes which i missed due to some group project which deprived me of going to lecture!!

hols are coming AWESOME.

might be heading to malaysia with choun again.

phuket or bali cancelled.

march hols to hong kong with choun! ;D

ok i'll go study now tata~

2010-08-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

chounny was being a sweetheart today ❤

he knew we couldn't meet which i badly wanted to but accidentally put myself to work today(his off day was today btw) so he came down all the way from MacPherson to see me after my work ;)))

we ate together at the coffee shop.

what did i eat? DUH 848 banmian!

then we headed to the mrt,hugs* and off he went to catch his last train.

my place is in a total mess man.

lots of unwashed clothes.stuffs thrown here & there.gosh~

I'm waking early to hand wash my clothes and lingerie tml.

and i would be studying OB and in the night...

I'll escape to choun's place to overnight.

next day i would be meeting Gina to study in school then we'll go for cheer leading from 6-9pm.

choun & i plan to go desaru(Malaysia) when it's our 2yr anniversary!

actually he wanted to go next sunday which was our 1Y10M but i told him to make it on the 2Y anni instead ;) heehee.

i bought my black hair dye already!

did i even update you people bout it?

and and choun's gonna help me with it! heehee ;D

another thing,i had problems during work today with this couple.

angmo guy and Chinese woman.

i took their orders and everything was screwed afterwards.

the drinks and food orders was wrong!DAMN!

and i just don't get WHY DON'T CUSTOMERS EVER LISTEN TO REPEATED ORDERS?!

which i freaking did btw.

but anyway that guy was very polite with his language although he was pissed.

LONG STORY.

but anyway at least i learned something new today from this incident.

he said this "so are you ahead of me or am i ahead of you?"

I'm still a little confused on who owes who and who overpaid but yea,I'll get it sooner or later.

pearl's(bestie) painting is featured in the heARTs@NSS booklet!so was Nicole's & yuhui ;)

evening to night was MAD BUSY but time passed really fast.

oh ya! you know the actor MR KIASU?CHEW CHOR MENG?

he came with a huge group today to buddy hoagies and he was very polite to say.

very courteous.never forgetting to say his "thank you"s repeatedly

and you really can feel he appreciates your service which is why i have a good impression of him afterwards.yea HALO EFFECT.whatever~ he's a nice person ;)

2010-08-10T11:18:00.006+08:00

2010-08-10T10:25:00.003+08:00

hey all ;) long time no blog.

currently at the school hall watching blazers training with MONSTERS from taiwan.

i thought those not included in the training can see only and not participate so i didnt bring my black shirt along.

i'm wearing red which is for 6-9 training later.

kindda awkward if i was to join in now right? ;/

what's more i came late by 20+ mins.

i 'm having the lost in motivation again though.

cheerleading makes me feels like quitting.

i thought i was over with this thought already but NO,it's still there.

even after weikee had said how she wanted to be a flyer but she could only be a spotter or base.

btw the same was imposed on me because of my weight ;/

couldnt be a flyer which is more thrilling.

being a spotter is just plain boring.

you lift your hands in the air just to make sure you provide security when the flyer accidently drops or so.yea~

the people are...erm?

i dont think they care bout your existance sad to say.

i tried interacting and trying to "fit in" with the rest of the girls but it seems like a one-day-thing only.that dont even last.

trying to fit in also makes things feel fake.

just feeling all negative here.

my last question again,should i quit?

i don't belong there.

i hope things turn out for the better.

OK quit my emo-ness now.

I'm gonna blog bout something happy ytd ;)))

i celebrated NDP with family,cousins & boyfriend!

OK, i actually didn't have a good start with bf.

was very angry that i wanted to explode at his face but kept quiet bout it.

everything seems wrong.

was supposed to meet my mummy and the rest at marina bay MRT.

choun & i left the house late.

i haven't had a proper breakfast.

he wanted to go "walk around" when we were late.

he was leading me & i don't even know where the heck he was going.

the ppl was walking so slow in front of me blocking my way.

he was also angry with me saying that i want him to come yet show him a black face ;/

i felt as though i could just give the relation up becox i was really mad with him.

but yea,after awhile we reached marina and i felt much cooler.

lesser stress but choun was still angry so...

halfway i decided to hold his hand which luckily he didn't resist ;)heehee

and all was well again.

NDP goodies was less compared to last year.

last year's stuffs had more to munch on but this year has biscuits only ;/

this year's bag is uglier too.

sum it up,i love the jets(is that what you call it?) flying pass!

i wish bf was flying one too! it's so freaking cool^^!

ate ice-cream with choun while watching fireworks! ;)

couldn't capture a decent firework pic though ;(

after fireworks,me and choun went off first which we were then stuck in a human jam like always *rolls eyes

we then bus-ed outside pan pacific hotel and walked around .

went prize stage again & only won a clip for $9.50 =.=

we ate at marvelous cream then xin wang cafe.

man was i full.

we left for home in separate ways.

took the same train,he alighted first but came back and said he'll sit with me till bishan ;)

*hugs separated ;(

end if story~

2010-08-03T00:33:00.002+08:00

2 august happenings.

met up with group members early.

choun and me went for breakfast together ;)

hmm.

com skills presentation didnt went the way i want it to.

i was nervous at the start.

i unintentional broke down after saying i've also committed pet abuse (as a attention getter)in the past and looking at the rabbit i once killed unintentionally ;(

it was hard though.

i really had NO IDEA why i broke down nor why i felt so emotional all of the sudden.

well,at least i've got the attention getter part.

russel even said i got his attention ;)

aha,they kindda thought i was faking.who knows i really cried ;/

it kindda ruin my speech from that crying but managed to pull myself up and carried on with the presentation.phew~

after lecture some classmates and i went to watch our 9.20pm movie!

streetdance.

IT WAS AWESOME.

but i didnt like the ending.kindda incomplete though.so yea.

hendricks had an extra free ticket from that captain ball competition so he used it on me.heehee ;)

geez,it's been AGES since i last watch a movie.

-MODELLING-

2010-07-24T16:13:00.000+08:00

peer evaluation is a KILLER OF FRIENDSHIPS.

watch out,you might be the next victim.

this sucks

2010-07-10T21:12:00.006+08:00

busy schedule right ahead of me.
am gonna give best friend,pearl's birthday a miss next week and make it up to her someday.
jo's birthday isn't even celebrated yet ;/
terrible poly life i 'm having.rather lifeless for now.
i even skipped 2 sessions of cheer leading which i was told that they advanced alot.
oh well.
choun ended work at 8.30am today,he did the night shift which he found alot more better since he's a night person and wont feel so sleepy.
in one way or another,his day is his night and his night is his day.
spends like a freaking hour or more on DOTA everyday.
YES,you heard me D-O-T-A~
i asked him at mac today at what age he would stop playing and he said he would teach his son how to play dota too =.='''
anyway,he came to khatib to have breakfast with me at macdonald's
after his night shift work.
then i headed to his place to do my econs research
which i haven't started for the group project.
anyway,i spent like a few hours before finding the perfect data on the web.
gosh i totally suck at research.
another thing,a FORMAL presentation for csa would be conducted the week after next week.
which i freaking have no form of formal attire YET.
i need to get black heels and would black skinnies work?i wonder?
i bought a formal white shirt today while waiting for my piece of important legal document to get laminated.i swear the shirt cost so bloody cheap ;/ it's 2Nd hand though but beats me having none since I'm almost bankrupt yet again and it's not even nearing end of the month.
one word to simply describe me :AWESOME.
hurray i bought ruffles and lays
dishurray for i would not be taking it back home with me tonight.
choun would SURELY finish it all up for me before the next time i come again.
DRATS.

2010-07-08T07:36:00.002+08:00

yo ppl, i'm like tired and alone in school now.

chounny had to work at 7am this morning so i kindda woke at the same timing as him at 5.20am.

when i slept like 12.30am+ last night.

so school in the morning is...lifeless?

no souls here except the cleaners.

thought of eating when i came but the canteen isn't open.

DUH,didn't think of that,why would canteen vendors open so early when the official time of school opening is at 9am ;/

which by the way i'm 2 hours way before that.

fortunately enough,TP has vending machines!

got my almost expired sandwich from the vending machine ;/

and unfortunately enough,my wallet did not contain enough coins for me to purchase a simple $0.60 drink.pathetic huh?ya i know.

so much for the 50 dollar notes~

i tried putting in malaysia coins but it didn't work =.='''

alright then,my target went to the vending machine which i hurry approached and asked if she had change for a 5 dollar note.

was lucky enough,i finally got my milo ;)which was of course piping hot.

another note to take,if you think poly year 1 is slack,THINK AGAIN.

it madly isn't.

the starting was relax,till projects starts coming in your way and poof !

all your freedom and sleep is gone.

well,not that i'm one of those hardworking type but yea,my sleep is still gone anyway.

ok i'm making no sense already.

bottom line la,secondary is a life of a slacker.

working in groups?

the hard thing is that you have to depend on others before starting.

what's more, i personally prefer doing things on my own ;/

and they say,working in groups is much more effective,NOT.

2010-06-28T00:48:00.002+08:00

went to this ulu place for cheerleading workshop today.
it's at punggol plaza.
the "monster"taiwan coaches were extremely good.
learnt new things and definitely worth the $20 i paid for despite me being in an non air-conditioned place and not much space for all to practice stunts.
did toss and chair.
chair was something new though,it seems damn obscene as the guy would be like placing his palm onto the girls bottom(way in the middle) and lifting her in the air for her to do a high v.
wasnt that bad after all ;)

2010-06-03T14:49:00.002+08:00

PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TIRED FROM MID-SEM TEST LIKE SERIOUSLY.

tml's the last paper before my 2 weeks of break.finally~

i wanna get bebe an iphone!

my teeth are moving!

my pay is tml!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GSS here i come ;)

2010-05-25T01:35:00.002+08:00

lesson ended at 8pm today.

vesak day is Friday and i luckily got the full shift^^

I'm terribly broke and in need of cash.

i have 3 bucks in my bank only.pathetic amount yea i know.

I'm thinking how hard it is to do well in my studies,go for CCA and maintaining work once a week.it's hard.

how do i do all this?

how do those 4.0 student do it?it's either they're crazily mad or they're just genius at this.

lastly,i miss choun.

i might die without him ;/

bye.

2010-05-16T22:50:00.003+08:00

I'm doing my research on bad service standards in Singapore for my organisation behaviour project now.

how annoying,i feel abit defensive over what they have to say on razertv

though they're not talking about me ==

I'm working in a cafe,service line too,so pardon me.

i agree on the part that Caucasians are treated better than locals.

cox i do it too.

just a personal thought,Caucasians are much more pleasing to serve than locals.

locals are ignorant and selfish.terrible + horrible.not understanding.(not all)

they get on my nerves most of the time.

i shouldn't be working in an FnB line and it definitely wouldn't be my future job next time.it sucks to face ppl scolding you right in the face and thinking they're always right.

they complain bout service here but you think they deserve respect in the first place(referring to those mean ppl i encountered so far)?

i think THESE ppl should be educated on what annoys us before they open their mouth not realising their mistakes in the first place.

omg,another thing to mention!ytd there was this father and daughter sitting on a table of 4 that initiated to shift to another table so that the customers of 10 which just came could combine tables next to theirs.

what a sweetheart right?never seen such considerate-initiative ppl before ;D

and i cant help but love those customers that are so freaking polite!

i really love that.it just motivates me to serve them better.

and come on,(delusion)what makes you think someone who serves you damn well is sincere at it?

could be a fake thing you know?

next thing you know he/she would be gossiping bout you to the rest of his/her colleagues.

and you know,the last ppl you wanna mess with are the ones taking care of your food or the ones serving your food.get it?

some pointers that pisses me off

1)there's no service charge,why bother asking us to go all the way to your table when there's a sign saying "please make your orders and payment here"?!

2)the rest sees staffs going over to take order and starts thinking it's swensen or some other restaurants that does that and orders the waiter/waitress to come over.(dont mention those with alot of ppl la,thats not included)==

monkey see monkey do.kns

one incident,this guy called me all the way there and ordered just a freaking ice tea.wtf.

3)stop asking for an extra knife!it comes with the chicken itself!!!!

4)stop asking for ice water,open your tiny eyes,it's self service right at the corner!!!

5)a basic procedure of repeating their order gets them talking to themselves.how fucking rude.

6)when you make an effort to call out the food so that you can place it on the place that the person is having it,they dont bother to reply and talk among themselves AGAIN.

and blind or insensative?you're holding more than 3 glass plates and they make you wait for the sky to fall.FFFF

7)they grab their plates like barbarians from you and starts to eat,forgeting the most basic and simple courtesy/manners of a "thank you".

i forgot,they're too hungry to even use they're brains to think.stupid me.

last of all,they dont shift the other plates(when i have no hands) so that you can put food down.once again,they're waiting for the sky to fall.

worse still,in big groups,they dont bother to pass,they just get for themselves first and expects you to walk a big round serving everyone.selfish beings.

that's all for now.

we're just like you in a way,you dislike the things that we do and we dislike the way you treat us so we serve you badly.

that's people/human.

you cant change that fact.

if someone happily takes your bullshit everytime,he might not be a normal thinking person.

everyone is subjected to feelings.

you just cant treat someone your own way just because there's a saying"customers are always right".that's bullshit,that cannot be accepted by me.no way.not all customers are right,they CAN be wrong.

where has all the human's right gone to you tell me?

ending here:customers pissing me off everyday yet some never fails to brighten my day ;)

2010-05-14T18:27:00.000+08:00

I officially had my braces on today ;)

cheers!

2010-05-07T23:50:00.002+08:00

I'M USING MY MAC LAPPIE NOW!COOLNESS!

yea anyway,when i was taking my bus back to yishun from tamp,that is,when i scan my card

la,then no money need to pay cash,so i moved to the side to take my cash out,people were rushing in in full force then there was this stupid granny that blablabla me(i didn't know what she was saying =.=in English next time please!"

she was mad that i blocked the way.how annoying.

should have told her to shut up but thought through.

the best way to intimidate someone is to totally think they're non-existent.

that would totally piss the shit out of them man.

haha.

i went for jam and hop thing in school.

the zouk DJ was there too!

he look so ordinary like some chiko uncle on the street but when he starts playing his stuffs.

wow professional indeed.

most of the peeps there were like jumping to the beat but i couldn't.

i was wearing a loose skirt(lost my belt somewhere) and i was carrying my books on my hand and bag.

atmosphere wasn't right too.

i prefer like being in a club to dance and party with a group of friends then just dancing and jumping around in the school.

yea,just my thoughts.

i do wish my classmates were there so we could enjoy ourselves together!

but most didn't turn up lei.

the thing started at 7.45pm ma ;(

2010-05-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

2010-05-05T23:25:00.002+08:00

update on what i'm doing now.
basically,i'd just sort out what i have to do in times to come.as in written assignments projects and shit stuffs.sian~
i like organisational behaviour ;)
now i'm starting to think econs is hard.the answering part that is.i just can't relate!
oh yea!chounny just cooked for me maggie! it's our supper.heehee.
anyway,i got my mac lappie today!
haven't seen it though.i didn't go home.
overnight at choun's place doing my work and all.
i can't put on braces by this week.fully booked by the rest of the patients ;(
next week perhaps~
tata.
boring!

2010-04-30T00:21:00.002+08:00

cheerleading today was fun!
did tumbling,dance and learned new stuffs,awesome.
there was this moron though,that kindda pissed or scared me shall i say.
they said we were gonna do tumbling,i asked gina what it meant but she didnt know,so i turned around and ask the person behind me.
this short lit girl kindda looked at me,looked away and looked at me again as though i was talking to a wood.
what am i talking about?i am talking to a wood.silly me!
ya anyway,i presume she aint normal.
something's DEFINITELY wrong with her.
i quickly turn in front seeing that this flora has no reaction to what i've just said ;/
she scared me though.what a weird thing.
later when we did the tumbling,she backed out,she hesitated awhile though and i wanted to kick her so that she tumbled but of course i couldn't la.
she told the person "maybe i'm not cut out for this" and left.
DOTS.
i hope i don't see her again.
shut up,i know i'm mean.
she's mean-er.MIAO!

2010-04-22T04:09:00.002+08:00

i'm tuning in real soon.
at choun's place now.
he's doing his cravings for tml's function while i was doing 1/4 of my homework on macro econs.find ME the most able-to-understand subject but the questions are hard man.
essay to hand up too.
i'm scared ;/ i suck in essays and compo like seriously ;(
anyway,happy 1 and a 1/2 year my chounny ;D
muacks!

2010-04-17T13:50:00.004+08:00

hey all,
I've uploaded Malaysia's pics on FB already.
won't be uploading it here cox there's too much.so if you're interested,just check out my FB yea ? ;D
lately,I've been attending TP's freshmen orientation camp for the past few days.
was damn blur in the school but tried to act cool,haha.
asked for help as to where to go.the guy checked my name and didn't bother to do it properly so he asked me to move to another station whereby they would check for us using a com.first thing they ask was "you from myanmar?" and i said NO.so they checked again and my name was indeed in the list.stupid guy,don't know how to check properly.kns.so i collected my class sticker and moved into the hall and settled where my class was.my SL were devien and amanda.
now i know his name so i sat beside glenn on the first day,we didnt talk at all.then a girl came a few minutes later and sat on my left.
she initiated the conversation and we talked quite abit.
then she started to turn behind and introduce herself to the girls behind us which were also our classmates.followed by me.
the guys didn't talk at all,not to one another,not to themselves.haha.
it was so darn BORING in the hall that i almost went crazy.
the whole thing was delayed by an hour.
they showed us a intro video and taught us cheers cox we have a competition the next day with the other schools.
and the business school have been winning for 5 times so the pressure is on us to take home the 6th.
then later performance,drums and cheerleading...
might be in wrong order.
ice breaking games later.food and drinks.lalala
i forgot everything.
next day,competition,business school won for the 6th time!whoohoo!
cheered like mad for the first few hours.
damn boring afterwards.
we got our matric card already yea!and time table.
school starts as early as 9 in the morning and end as late as 6 in the evening.
alright still.
wonder if I'll go sleepy in class after the long travel to school.
some guys i havent talked to yet but some others are fun to talk to,easy going.
the girls?my closest now is with gina.
i like some others like denise,sara,corrinne blablabla.
others are hard to get along with,for now i guess.
find some boring and ya.might even start to despise people again.
yup,that's bout it.
school starts next Monday.
hope things turn out good ;)
the last thing I'm gonna say is,from tampines to khatib in the bus is damn tiring.
keep falling asleep and my head will fall here fall there.
how embarrassing.

2010-04-12T18:57:00.002+08:00

here's a cute photo of vaness wu from F4 and a Indonesian-Chinese Singaporean.sweet!

the DJ was so bad to say she's the healthier version of dawn yang.no plastic surgery.wawawa~

2010-04-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

yo peeps,I'm back in Singapore since ytd morning around 7plus.

i miss sp.everything happened and went so fast.

no more water storage,it's back to the spray.

no more RM,it's back to $.

no more mozzies,it's back to ants.

no more being drive in a car by choun,it's back to taking public transport all by myself.

lisa scinta did a very nice cover of whatcha say.wow is all i can say.

i love her sweet voice.

i just found out ytd that my IYAZ sang replay too!

justin bieber looks like a squirrel to me.

remember getting so nuts when his "one time" song is played.

now not so nuts liao.my love for a song ends quite fast cause i always listen to it.

I'm going back buddy to work.but still considering to go back 360 on weekends since my poly would be nearby.

school's starting real soon.thought orientation starts on the 12-16 as stated on the enrolment booklet but received a letter saying it starts on the 15 to 16th of April.damn it.

if i knew it i would have stayed in Malaysia for another day or so.

now I'm back in Singapore with nothing to do.

can't fix a dental appointment also cox dentist will be on leave.

i need to do cleaning and put in the rubber separators.which within 5 days,i need to go back again to put in the brackets.

but dentist will be on leave on the 15 to 19th so i wont be able to fix an appointment.

ate my hokkien mee at bedok ytd already.

now left 848 ban mian to fulfill my desire.yum yum.

cant upload pics.i ain't gonna download my pics to mum's lappie.

don't want let her see my photos ;x

but i download in choun's lappie liao.internet's back there already.

but i didn't manage to upload any FB or blogger because my stupid chounny playing

his bloody DOTA.argh!

hearing the word DOTA totally makes my blood boil.

ok gotta wash my clothes later.

speaking bout clothes,the letter said i must bring a set of sports attire on the orientation day.

man i hate doing sports and they still "sports attire" me!how annoying.

when i came back i was so not happy man.

my dad put my books and clothes on my bed AGAIN!

it's not as if he's living in that room that he has to be so KPO go and touch my stuffs here and there when I'm not around.

there's no space that's why my books are left on the floor yet he bothers to carry and throw/dump everything on my bed despite the dust it has.WTF.

my clothes?the bloody closet is filled with them.

and for your info,70% of the clothes aren't mine.

how the hell do you expect the rest of my clothes to fit in?

i hang it on my bed there and he removes everything and dump it on my bed.

fuck fuck fuck!!!!!

this is so not good man.coming home yet seeing all his shit.arghhhhhhhh!

total piss off.

p/s: can i move out?

2010-04-07T22:52:00.002+08:00

I'm so bored now.i wish someone bothers to chat with me on msn now.

speaking of the devil,rishi kumar.anyway...

I'm at the cyber cafe again,you got it.

choun and yi huan playing DOTA again.

guys that plays dota totally forgets about you(if you're a girl i mean).

should set up a group in FB, dota+guy =totally forgets a girl.

when I'm back in Singapore,i would very much want to eat my ban mian and hokkien mee.

i went to a place to eat the other day and god....they serve VERY GOOD LAM MEE!

fucking awesome to the max.so yummy~

ok I'll find a topic that last me the next few minutes.

SMOKING.

i initially hated smoking from the very start cause my dad smokes.

terrible smell pisses me off instantly.

i would always cover my nose when someone smokes.(quite normal i assume,for a non-smoker)

i remembered my uncle telling me off when i was young in his car cause he was smoking with my dad.he tried to tell me that i shouldn't say so much cox i might get hooked one day too.

i even dreamt once that i smoke and i woke with a palpating heart.

i was so afraid that i would get addicted at the very first stick.

i did try,at the park with choun late one night.

suck the stick and blow the smoke out.

he said i needed to breathe it in,and so i did.

nothing too fancy at the start.not addicted at all.

took a few sticks for the fun of it at times when I'm with my buddy colleagues back then.

90% of them smoke though.

sometimes also when I'm with choun.

there was once when i went prawning with choun at geylang area and i felt sick and giddy all of the sudden.then i realised it was because i took a deep breath of the cigarette that's infecting my system.it didn't feel good at all,definitely.

people aren't meant to like the taste of cigarettes at their very first try.i believe.

so 2 years of on-off smoking,still not addicted.

i was with choun and his cousin the other day at genting.

the gambling area was full of smokers that polluted the air that i breathe.

i got irritated.choun was still gambling and smoking at the same time.

i walked off.damn pissed of him smoking,the polluted air and him not knowing when to stop playing/gambling.

i know it doesn't make any sense that i want him to stop smoking yet i smoke at times too.

I'm in the wrong for that.

I'm disappointed that he wouldn't stop just for me.

he tried before when we were still at buddy,for a few days.

but i caught him smoking one day at the back door when i went to collect plates and glasses.

he said he had problem passing motion and has flu.

he continued smoking at his normal rate.

he smoked since he was 13 for your info.

you know,he recently told me that he'll try to stop again because he doesn't want me to breathe in the smoke.yea i was happy that day,really happy he said that.

but guess what?old habits die hard.

he's at his normal rate AGAIN.

i saw his cigarette pack that day in front of me and i badly wanted to throw it away.

really spoils my mood to see him smoke.

I've told him to stop asking me to smoke just a few days ago.

i'm not smoking even a stick now.for real.

i wouldnt mind smoking if it smells as good as shisha though.

whenever i bring up the topic of him not smoking,it kindda spoils the relation.

he'll go all quiet and i can't say much.

my last stand.i said he can don't quit smoking but we would be unhappy.

nothing have changed.he never listens,he never do.

i once told him the reason for a breakup wont be because he smokes.

yet just ytd,i felt like leaving him but i want him to come back to me once he stopped smoking.

i can't stand him lighting up a stick everytime.i really can't.

i believe our love is strong.

i forgot to tell you how i got into genting's gambling deck.

the fucking CORRUPTED cop asked choun for a fucking 50ringgit if i wanted to enter.

and hello?!it's not entrance fee!!i'm underage?!!!

choun gave $24 to him.

bloody hell,i won't go in if i knew choun gave that kind of money to that greddy asshole lor.

$24 lei?!you know what i can do with $24 not?!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i told choun that and he said he promised to bring me in and he will do it.

but still,arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!$24 lei!!!!!

2010-04-05T23:27:00.006+08:00

choun told me his younger brother is a different person from boon but still,

i can't be what i used to be because i still feel the hurt there.

it's a whole terrible thing to describe.

first,he told me i was a "good da sao",that was way back then.

and man was he hard to get along with.

i mean,when he first came to Singapore,he asked me to take him to choun cause he don't know the way.

and tell me,who sits across you when you're on a journey together in the mrt train and talks on the phone to someone as though the person who brought you was invisible?!

that was way weird man.

but never mind,i tried talking to him,he wasn't so approach-able.

not he wasn't,he isn't in fact.

so,we met sometimes to find choun together and i tried to see the better side of him apart from those hostile thoughts i had of him.

he was nice in some ways,

like buying a drink for me when i said i didn't need it.
like taking me to eat/drink while waiting for choun to end work aka taking care of me on choun's behalf temporary.
like waiting for a performance to start with me cause i wanted to see it though we had intentions to set off already.
like laughing at me for some reasons.
like coming to find me cox i sat very far from him all of the sudden cox i didn't know how the hell am i gonna communicate with him.and more still.

and no,this is not feelings of love i beg to differ.it's just memories i once had between us.

well,the problem is... i found out he wasn't in my FB friends list one day cox it says "add as friend"when i viewed his account.

and i already added him before and he accepted.so i randomly msged him and asked if he deleted me from FB and he replied something like "what i do?".i didn't think anything was wrong yet till the next day or so,when i saw choun's comment to him. so i asked what were they talking about?choun of course had no choice but to tell me cause i wanted to know.and he said it was regarding the day boon overnight at his place with me and i told him to bring his own pillow and not to use chounny's one. i was OBVIOUSLY joking and that baboon didn't get it so like,he went to post about it on FB.something like "i must bring my own pillow one meh?" so choun told him to delete it off FB to avoid letting me see.and so he deleted it off. the funny thing is,that(pillow incident) happened some time ago and he out of the sudden posted it.then he talked about "mutual respect",they send msg to each other through FB and i again wanted to see it.that's when i realised he didn't like me.he said he had to TOLERATE with me and choun should know that he has a bad temper yet he tolerated cox he respects choun as an older brother.and about his girlfriend?i asked her number from him because i wanted to know if she was going back Malaysia with us yet he viewed it as i didn't respect him,i didn't bother to ask him first yet i ask her.(and i like msged her 5 times only =.=''')yea,i do agree i disturb him at times but it wasn't on purpose to make him angry or irritated?!i merely wanted him to smile or laugh alittle cox he is always with a frowning face all the time.and see what fucking response i get in the end?him hating me.awesome.i already apologised to him for all that in one msg.hell did i cried cause it didn't feel good at all and choun insisted on seeing what i sent him which made me totally embarrassed of myself.he hugged me though,was there when i needed comfort at that awful time.i was literally down the whole day because of such a small thing.so what was all the past about?after msging him, he changed his post,obviously referring to choun this time.something like good... brothers are fake (in Chinese).and so,choun can't be bothered with him already.he said there's freedom of friendship and i ain't in the wrong.his girlfriend commented him saying everything would be alright,which got me thinking.does a good girlfriend side their boyfriend even though he is in a wrong or does she make him realise he's wrong?i just feel like she's siding him that's all. one thing for sure is that,i won't treat him like before anymore.i won't be bothered of him.i would be lifeless and cut conversations short if we ever were to meet.so you see why i can't be as talkative as i like with choun's younger brother?i don't want the same thing to happen again.choun was angry at one thing,the Internet,he said he doesn't like it when ppl hint in post like FB or blogs.he said if you don't like the person,tell them straight,don't talk behind their backs.i disagree though,as much as it seems to be better telling the person straight in the face that you don't like them,do you first think it's REALISTIC?if yes,this world would be corrupted.everybody's hating one another cause one just hated another.ppl going around and saying "hey,i don't like you" ?!?!?!?!weird?* i promised choun from that day on too,that i will not post such things that direct at ppl i don't like.i know how FB and blogs can be deadly cause of the amount of freedom of speech allowed.there are consequences for sure.ppl read,feelings are triggered.examples that i encountered,i got into problems with 2 ex-classmates (maybe more)shi min and nurul due to blog post.and in FB,with my cousin due to a shoutout she said.last quote of the day "things are easy to start out but hard to end easily" don't commit that same mistake again.

*please note that this happened a few mths ago

oh fuck,these guys in the cyber cafe are seriously getting on my nerves,shouting here and there while DOTAing.mad fucks.

2010-04-04T21:56:00.002+08:00

booya!~

i'm at malaysia now,sp cyber cafe with fish sitting beside me.

not the fish fish,it's a person dumbass!

choun is playing his freaking DOTA with yi huan by the corner.

so i'm left with fish by another corner too... ;)

lots of things happened these few days and man did i have tons of fun!!!

went like genting the other day.

it wasn't planned so i didnt bring any of those jackets and stuffs.

imagine me wearing what i wear in singapore over at genting somemore,siao=.='''

oh,i forgot to mention jia yi added me on FB ;D

i was just betting with chounny in the car that someone might add me on FB and he was like "who want to add you?!! *in a kidding manner lah!" and see what happens?

he lost,hahaha,must treat me food later.

currently chatting with jaya aka jackass on FB.

she'd just made me upset,just recently broke with her BF who wants time out.

poor friend so far away from me,can't lend her a shoulder to cry on ;(

but i need not worry for her,she's a strong girl ;) needs some words of encouragement to cheer her up that's all.

oh god, i took pics of our conversation,so vulgar.

shall upload one day.

i won't risk downloading my pics into a com that i've only touched once,what's more it's not mine.

i still remember how simple was my breakup back then with my first boyfriend,

how i got upset over something that i asked him that was

meaningful to me yet he gave a dismissing reply.

so i initiated a breakup which he simply just replied an "ok".

guess it's too early to fall in love huh?that's why it's called "puppy love"

neh,it doesn't matter now, does it?

he's happy with his girl that once helped out during my sec 1 orientation when i first entered naval base and i'm happy with someone i know from my work place that he already guessed i might fall for once i start working.

but still,i get remindered of him,just sometimes.

like when i hear a certain song or see the phone he used to use and so on.

we aren't contacting anymore though.

but i still have his number.

the reason why i didnt want to get promoted to the express stream during sec2 when i had the chance was because of him.

the reason why i chose history instead of geography was also because of him.

the reason why my relation with my dad got better but with my mum got worse was because of him.

why i'm so dirty-minded?because of him(well i'm partially dirty minded before i knew him already la,so not entirely his fault)

the reason why my dad found out of my relationship with him was also because of him(giving me those huge love bites lah!and i was only sec 2 for god's sake)

see how someone could impact a person so much.

if chounny and i was to break up one day,i guessed i would be more upset,very upset in fact.

i just love this guy man.

might not be the best romantic guy i want or a perfect person..but still,

i want him ;)

what has that idoit done to me that i'm attracted to him huh?!kns.

heehee.

i'm starting my morning kiss/afternoon kiss/evening kiss/ night kiss and supper kiss(opps,i forgot chounny say it's midnight kiss) from today onwards.

oh~i feel loved after getting kissed on the cheek by him^^

2010-03-30T11:06:00.005+08:00

hey yo'll

haven't been blogging for a long time i know.

many things happened lately.i mean REALLY,MANY.

can't exactly remember all but yea.oh well.

ytd i saw my primary school friend,jiajin,

had to tap on her shoulder cox she didn't recognized me and walked away.

we talked about some people from primary school lalalas~

and then we also talked about jessica lange which recently added us on facebook!

it definitely feels good to reconnect back with your primary school friends though,

see how much they've changed and all ;)

so what have i been doing all these time you ask?

i was at work constantly(full timer what?!)

and not at home always cox i'll be mostly overnighting at the hostel with chounny^^

as long as up to 4-5 days.yeap.

i remembered asking my dad to pick me up at east coast one day cox i did my closing till i was gonna miss my last bus.(well actually i need to go home cox i didn't for a long time.)

he took me out to eat at joo chiat area and i told him "a i went to that place before lei" *pointing to the opposite coffeeshop where choun and me always meet his dad.

and my dad instantly said "you don't ever go that place again ok!that's the place where prostitutes hang out"

so ya.it's only a distance away only ma...why discriminate against one coffeeshop or another =.='''

area still infected by them right?!

by the way,i've finished my full time job at east coast already.

the day before yesterday was my last day infact.

wonder if i still have free entry in the ski?

well,i'll still be going back 360 though,for jet's mushroom soup!!!!and of course to relax and find choun as well.

i picture myself going there to use my lappie(that is when i have one..SOON)and just having a drink,relax,see the wakeboarders ski....yea ;)

oh i'm currently having mushroom noodles.heehee.it sucks i know.

my favourite is the chicken one + 2 eggs and wala...scrumptious meal ;))))

i'm still thinking(sometimes) how i did badly in my 'O' english you know?

i thought i would get a B4 or C5 at the lousy-est but i got a C6?!

it can be compared with those peeps who managed to pass through the english exams who weren't good at english at all.

and and....well,what's done is done.

english and maths was a shocker.

social studies was expected and the rest was good.

results wasn't good but i have to say average.

i'm going out later with pearl and jo to AMK ,jo wants to find a job.

speaking about job,i haven't decide if i wanna go back to buddy at a pay of $5(a 20cents raise only =.=) or should i go back to 360 at a pay of $6.50 they are willing to offer?

as a part-timer of course.

i wanna look out for flora shops as well,wanna work with flowers.heehee^^

i'm going on a long holiday with chounny in 2 days time!whoohoo!

one more thing,me having 4 teeth pluck out!was gross but still,i'm having my braces on real soon!

bye!

2010-03-03T21:08:00.003+08:00

2/3 PHOTOS!
.

KITCHEN STAFF MEETINGJET

2010-02-28T13:30:00.001+08:00

if i acted as if i didn't cared,would you bother?
i dreamt about you,doing the things you used to.

2010-02-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

i'm like trying to get enrolled as a student in tp now with the online thingy.

besides that,chatting with lisa on msn.

caley haven't done anything bout the enrolment thing too which motivates me that someone is in the same shoe as me.haha.

anyway,ytd while at work,i fell.for the first time,was sending out drinks to table 91A as they waited for quite some time already.

and all of a sudden,my world moved so slowly,next,i'm on the floor.

what went through my mind wasn't a "ouch,i'm hurt and paiseh with so many people looking at me!" ,it was looking at the broken glass and thinking "huh....i need do 3 tiger mugs and 1 mojito AGAIN!"

siao right me?after that i even knocked my head against the counter when i put the mugs back into the fridge.that one then hurt.

oh did i mention,after i fell(choun was waiting for me to end work inside the restaurant),he hurry went/ran outside to help me pick up the glass.heehee.

now think then romantic la,at that point when i was outside with the broken glass,all i thought was about needing to make the drinks again,not my surroundings.haha.

after i finish work we walked a certain distance then i remembered i haven't thumbprint my finger so i ran back.

and chounny was imitating how i ran after i came back =.=

we went home first(his place is my second home) and cycled to siglap there to check if my pay was banked in.it was!

then we went to have our late supper and home.

that's all folks!bye ;)

2010-02-26T12:17:00.001+08:00

TODAY'S PIC-ICE CREAM ON BED
.

WANT SOME?

2010-02-26T12:03:00.004+08:00

god,i ' m so freaking cold in choun's place now.
he's sleeping right beside me.
we've got work at 2.30 and 3 later.
i've received tp's mail letter already and trust me,i felt so sick and irritated when i look at the words.
it's too much!
medical check up,submit this and that.god,why can't you kill me this instant?
i'm kidding.
i know how to make long island tea,shirley temple,mojito,choya martini and bloody mary already!
whoohoo!
anyway,there's a 1 for 1 promotion on sun to thurs after 10pm.
all drinks entitled.
so if you want 2 drinks at a price of one,hurry come down to 360!
i'll make the drinks personally!heehee.
but order the above mentioned,cox the rest of the cocktails i still don't know how to do yet.
tequila,triple sec,vodka,bacardi rum,gin,lime blablabla.
it's all in the head now.
oh another bad news a few days ago,mama hammie passed away.
never put hammies together again.whether male or female.
in this case,both hammies fought till one died.
another last thing.my rabbit gave birth to 2 babies.
unsure if they will survive.

2010-02-23T13:33:00.003+08:00

ytd was a blast!
celebrated Chinese new year at 360.
i had an awesome great time ;)
we locked the doors at 5pm and prepared for yusheng.
everyone was settled including the boss,that makes me and Choun the VIPs
cox everyone was waiting for us.
we were in the kitchen together.
Choun had to prepare the beehoon for the buffet before yusheng starts you see.
by the time we came out to join everyone,i saw that we couldn't sit together and i was upset though ;( didn't yusheng with him.boohoo.
but afterwards,everybody was scattered so i managed to sit with him^^
first thing i was served,red wine.
then we ate.
time passed,everybody you see almost drunk or drunk.haha.
let me recall what i drank....
red wine,2 other white wine and tiger kampei-ed by other colleagues who wants to see me drunk.
actually the feeling of being drunk is good ;)
funny thing is,this time when i drink 1 cup finish,i get tispy,then take me a short while and i'm back to normal again.then i'll go for my second third round of tiger,kampei-ing others to see them drunk too.haha.
is my tolerance level leveling up? ;D!whoohoo!
chef rizal said it's hard to get him drunk but at the end of the day,he was.
he couldn't come this morning for work so he asked choun to replace him when it's choun's off.
that explains why i'm here,sitting at my workplace too,blogging right now while waiting for choun to end work at 6pm when it's my off too =.='''
jerry's a good drinker too man.but he was also partially drunk last night i must say.
he said he liked the present me and choun gave^^heehee!
and the other thing,the cleaner!i forgot his name but anyway,he was so high
last night,he drank so freaking much that i'm scared of him also.
as in not scared that i'm shock of the amount of beer he drank but scared of whether he's conscious and knowing what he's doing not!
still got who else to mention huh?
frenddey! he kampei-ed me too.allen too.caley too.cleaner too.ah yu too.alex too.
absolute fun man.
group drinking isn't as fun as company drinking.
choun gambled with the boss and the rest.
he won $20 and lost his earned money =.=
but it's ok,you know why?
there was gifts given to all the 22 full timers(luckily i'm one of them heehee!)
so first prize was $188 which i didn't won ;( it went to saleha.lucky girl.
second prize of $100 went to my choun!whoohoo!
anyway,choun got the 7th prize and me the 6th.my lucky number.
he got a steamboat set while i got a Dvd player.
it's with him now.putting it at his place to watch our videos and stuff.
ah you and the rest was like trying to snatch his prize money and his steamboat set from choun too^^oh there's also a voucher for free top and bottom that he could choose from,from the proshop.
but it's for lady's wear,which also means he must give it to me.wahahahaha!
cleaner didn't come work today. see! i told ya he was badly drunk!
we went back at 10pm+ ,so freaking early!
i thought it was like 12am+ already.
went back,use lappie ans sleep zzzzzz
i missed my class outing ytd too.
some peeps was like asking whether i was going seoul gardenbut i told them i didn't reply to the msg.
ok,i'll end here first.need ta finish some undone work for choun ;)
tata!

2010-02-23T12:39:00.008+08:00

22/2- 360 CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATIONBIRTHDAY BOY MAKING BALLOONS

LAYING OUT THE GIFTS

THE YU SHENG I PREPARED!

CHEF RIZAL

ICE CREAM MAN,KIDDINGS,FAIZAL HEEHEE^^

CHOUN PREPARING THE BEE HOON FOR BUFFET

FINALLY GET TO SIT WITH HIM^^

BEER COMPETITION!

FRENDDEY,DANNY AND MADHU

MADHU BACK OUT

CHALLENGE TO THE BOSS ROY BY A COLLEAGUE

ALEX WON

TOP:SAN SAN,----,ME,GRAZIEL
BOTTOM:AH YOU,XIAO JING,CAILI AND MARILOU

SHANNA,MIN HUI AND ME

FRENDDEY!

ME,MADHU,FAIZAL,ARGY AND SALLY ;)

HUSKY!

GAMBLING

ME BEING A LITTLE TIPSY ALREADY.
CHOUNNY PREPARING THE CHEESECAKE HE MADE.

AH YOU PUSHING --- AWAY COX HE SPILL TIGER ON THE FLOOR.

BOSS AND ME,I'VE GOT LUCKY NUMBER 6TH.

PRESENTING CAKES TO THE 2 BIRTHDAY BOYS,JERRY AND MADHU

CHEF DRUNK ALREADY.
CHEF POSING WITH MARILOU ALEX AND DANNY CHALLENGING.

2010-02-21T12:00:00.004+08:00

21/1-OVERDUE PICS AT BUDDY
.
I DID THE LADY GAGA BOW FOR AH JEN ;)

AMANDA,JEN AND ME

ME AND GERARD.
HE SAID I LOOK OLDER THAN HIM.
HOW SAD,I'M YOUNGER THAN HIM BY 2 YEARS LEI.

GERARD,WANG FU,JEN AND ME

23/1-SHISHA WITH AMANDA,NIC AND CHOUN
.

I COULDN'T TAKE A NICE "SMOKE OUT OF THE MOUTH" PIC SO NO PIC OF ME SHISHAING
.
12/2-RELATING HAM HAM
.

CHOUNNY BOUGHT STUFFS FOR OUR HAMMIES ;)

I MIXED OUR HAMMIES AGAIN AND LUCKILY THEY DIDN'T FIGHT.

PORNSTAR MAMA

CHANGED POSITION!

2010-02-21T12:00:00.002+08:00

i can't believe i totally forgot about my free ice-cream last night!
and how i remember about it was because i was dreaming about flavours this morning and i got reminded of it =.=''' my cornetto chocolate i/c!
anyway,ytd mrs carolyn chew,her husband and her 2 sons came to the ski for a drink!
she still recognized me after 2 years lei! Some more with dyed hair lei,amazing huh?
oh,she's my sec 2 English and music teacher in my secondary school btw ;)
that's not the best part,before they left,her husband said that's for you,pointing to the bill book thing lah.
and when i went into the bar to open the book,FUCK SIA!a freaking $10 tips!
well,i did put it into the tips box since it's fair.
i told chounny bout it and he said i "so honest huh?"
then i replied "but my heart got xin tong lor"
xin tong=heart ache and he laughed like i 've just made a fool of myself =.='''
that's not the best tips 360 had received,one customer gave $25 tips a few days ago!
cool shits huh?
i got transfered inside,as a bartender now,since 19 feb
cox xiao jing is going on leave soon so they're training me now.
but i'll also be outside as a waitress at night.
need to learn new drinks from the start,i've never handled cocktails before.

2010-02-20T13:17:00.005+08:00

14/2-VALENTINE'S DAY

THIS IS WHAT WE HAD AFTER COMING BACK FROM WORK .
(OFFICIALLY 14/2 ,12AM+)
APPETIZER:DUMPLINGS CAI LI MADE FOR NEW YEAR
MAIN:MY TAPAO-ED MEE FROM WORK
DESSERT:HOME MADE ICE MILO WITH BISCUIT
HAHA^^
MORNING CAME,I HAD TO GO HOME TO CELEBRATE NEW YEAR.
AFTER WHICH,AT NIGHT I CAME BACK TO BEDOK TO CELEBRATE VALENTINE'S DAY WITH CHOUNNY.

PIC OF US BEFORE WE LEFT.
WALKED ALONG ORCHARD ROAD AND FOUND A DECENT PLACE FOR SUPPER
"FRIDAY'S RESTAURANT AND BAR"

WE HAD CHEESE NACHOS

MY STRAWBERRY SURPRISE AND CHOUN'S GOLD MEDALIST

MY JD CHICKEN

CHOUN'S FISH AND CHIPS.
SADLY,WE DIDN'T EVEN FINISHED OUR BLOODY $94.75 MEAL COX WE WERE
TIRED ALREADY AND YA.
VALENTINE DIDN'T TURN OUT IDEAL FOR ME BUT AT LEAST I LEARNED SOMETHING FROM CHOUNNY ;)
.
17/2-OUR OFF DAY TOGETHER^^
.

WE WENT TO BUY MADHU AND JERRY'S BIRTHDAY GIFT WHICH IS COMING VERY SOON,22 FEB STAFF PARTY!!!!
GOD,I FREAKING CAN'T WAIT!CAUSE THERE WILL BE WINE AND BEER FREEFLOW!
AND LOTS OF FOOD! + WE GET TO END WORK EARLY.
HEAVEN MAN!
OK I STILL GOT PICS I HAVENT UPLOAD BUT IF YOU WANT YOU COULD CHECK MY FACEBOOK,JUST UPLOADED LOTS OF PICS AND CREATED 3 NEW ALBUMS ;)
ENJOY!
I HAVE WORK LATER AT 3PM LAH,NOW'S LIKE 1.44PM ALREADY.

2010-02-10T01:08:00.003+08:00

hoi,i'm at baby's place again.
too lazy to even travel back home=.='''
god damn it,we ordered mac delivery and it's not here yet.
i think the person lost his way.
hmm.coco went to yjc.what a waste.
and carolyn too.wonder how much she scored.
yea,i'm a god damn papparazzi^^dont even question.
went shopping with pearl on last Monday.
i bought lots of bangles man.
and i regretted buying from diva too.fucking cost $65 lei.
then later on only found cheaper and chio-er ones =.='''
i bought a white blouse,giadiators and shorts too.
spent $188++ on that day though.
i was disappointed at the end of the day because
1)instead of a brown shorts that i wanted,i didn't know why didn't i noticed in the first place i took home a black shorts ;(!
2)my shoe size is 38,but only when i opened the box when i reached home,to see the giadiators,i realized the shoe size was 39 !!!!arghhh!
no big diff lah but i just want my size can?
other than that,i'm happy with everything ;)
chinese new year's coming!i'm excited.
but nothing much to be in fact,cox no ang pao for me also ;(
must give mummy then she'll return the money back.
maybe this year she'll allow me to keep?maybe...
chounny bought hammie's stuff when he went malaysia on his off day^^
heehee.
our hammie's are gonna be so happy ;)

2010-02-05T17:58:00.002+08:00

if you're lucky,you'll be glad that you didnt put your pepsi with the take-away KFC chicken.cox at most,the drink will spill on to it's own plastic bag.
and if you're not,you'll be cursing why did you lazyily put everything into one bag and now...you face the soaked pepsi chicken,awaiting for your desision whether or not it still gets eaten.
i'm never ever gonna put everything under the same bag again.

2010-01-30T23:34:00.002+08:00

since there's like over ten readers viewing everyday,i'm gonna blog some shit to entertain everyone ;)
hmm,work was more busy today.
and i hate it when i'm late and people keep on blocking my way by walking slowly or moving in a opp direction thus,being an obstacle =.=
woke early today but was still almost late.just by a minute.
you see ppl,i woke at 10+,had my bath,iron my uniform and did my hair.
reached bedok interchange by train.
and waited for the god damn bus at bedok interchange since taking taxi to work everyday isn't a resolution.
the bus took so long to start even when i'm earlier than the previous day and btw i was late on that previous day =.=
so in conclusion i need to....
1)train from khatib to bedok station
2)take a bus from bedok interchange
3)stop at a bus-stop near east coast
4)cut through a condo if i have the key,if not,walk a big round
5)cross underpass
6)finally,walk 5 min and i've reached my work place ;D!
haiz,isnt there any way to make east coast accessable at all?!!
i know it's my fault that i should have known travelling was a burden but i thought
that there's plus and minus if i'm really working at east coast.
the plus-es:i get to serve ang mohs which i find more pleasant,i get to experience how other companies work,i have a change of environment before my school starts cox i'm going back buddy to work since it's nearer for me.
the minus-es: far!won't earn much after minus-ing my travel fares,won't be able to work with my buddy colleagues ;(
that's all i can think of now.
i wont be having my 360 salary this month lei ;(!
but the good thing is,i have my back up buddy salary!
jaya asked if she could borrow $30 from me just this morning but i didnt have the money.i'm one of the wrong person to ask for money you know.especially at the end of the month!haha.
my bank left $12 plus nia,cause i happily spent most of my savings on chounny's present.heehee.
my mum owes me like $150 too.
dont know when she's gonna pay me back.
i feel strongly that she's incapable of even returning me the money one shot lor.
so i'm officially broke you can say.
my wallet?left a few coins after taking taxi for the first few days of my work at 360.
after getting buddy salary i wanna ask pearl out to buy new year clothes with me!
another thing in my mind is also,i wanna ask my friends come to360 and chill!
not only that,i also want them to water ski with me!!!!
since i'm such a lousy ski-er,i wont wanna lose face by falling in the water alone.
so inviting more lousy ski-er wont kill.haha
what's more it's free!
for me lah!
i forgot to mention,fendi,he's an awesonme ski-er!!!!
fly here and there,turn here and there!!!!
cool!!!!

2010-01-27T00:45:00.002+08:00

while everyone was getting disappointed or happy with their posting results,

i know nothing.yea,you heard me,i know absolutely nothing bout the results.

why?cause my mum purposely or accidently put her number so that she'll get the posting results.

and she could tell me,she cant rmb

.my number on that day she sent the jae online form thing when i did wrote my number down on that jae book to follow.

how irritating,what's more,when she got the results,she didnt even text me.(how thoughtful)

i only know the results were out after my classmate,mikayil asked where i was posted to this morning,and that i had to check her phone to know.where's the initiative man?

was shocked that i didnt get the first choice,i got my 6th.

didnt get into my early childhood nor tourism course.

but i guess i'll remain in my so called "fated" course though i know nothing bout it.

think of the bright side in a stupid way too,6,what a lucky number.haha.

i'm posted to temasek poly by the way.

anyone going there as well???

tml's my off day so i'm taking some time to blog.

work was boring today.not much customers.

i'm getting red.soon it'll be brown.then black.

getting my sunblock tml.

marilou was pretty mean to chounny.

she was giving a fucked up bochap attitute to him.i wonder why.

tips are very common there.

find that,1)caucasians are much more understanding than singaporeans.

they do not expect alot from you and still tip you as long as everything gets served and is fine.

singaporeans?they expect the best out of you and don't appreciate what you do even if you dont need to do it.(btw,some don't even say thanks for the effort you have done for them)

what's more,there's no service charge and GST(back in buddy of course),yet,no service tips.

and 2)they have much more manners than singaporeans.

whatever you do,be it giving them the bill,collecting the bill,serving them food,they

say "thank you".i dont usually see singaporeans saying it most of the time.

they just happily look at you serve or keep quiet.

of course i cant expect every customer i serve to say thanks to please me but i just feel that "thanks" is very basic manners.dont you think?

everything i'm saying here is in general and dont apply to all singaporeans or caucasians.

i've seen grateful singaporean customers which delights me and i've also

seen nasty caucasians.

everything's balanced.

everyday at buddy,there will be at least 1 customer pissing me off but at 360,no customer at all.

except this one asian lady that pushed the bill away from me after she put her card in to make payment, just today.how rude.

at buddy,doing nothing is almost impossible cox mrs ng is always asking us to do things when there's no customer,she doesnt like the staff chatting away.

at 360,you'll be bored to death on weekdays just by standing and waiting for customers to come dine.

there's so much difference in this 2 places that i've worked.

and i think when i go back to buddy to work,i wont be slacking anymore.

i'll be doing cleaning and keeping myself busy.

why?cox boredom at 360 is freaky man.i'm scared of it now.

i'm waiting for friday, saturday and sunday to come,my colleagues told me that's the busy days.

full house.

so in the meantime i'd just have to bare with these weekdays first ;(

wanna blogged bout my parents too.

they wouldnt allow me to overnight at the hostel when i'm working early the next morning.

imagine i end work at 10pm,by the time i reach home it's already coming 12am,or maybe over.

the next day i work early.

that means i wont have enough sleep time.cox i need to wake early the next morning,prepare and travel.

is that very hard to understand why i want to overnight at a hostel which is only 10minutes walk to my workplace?

can't be bothered to talk to them.

it's so irritating.just dont put me in a good mood.

sian.

2010-01-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

first day of work was boring.
did some collecting of bills,serving drinks and setting cutlery.
other than that,stand out in the open and welcome sunburn hesitantly.
madu and grace told me i would be sunburnt in a matter of months/days.
how horrific ;(!
you know i really hate getting sunburn?like REALLY REALLY HATE?
just dont like it.
feel like backing out at the thoughts of sunburns but my manager's a sweet guy,really like him and it isnt so busy there.(for now,haha)
oh well.it's just 2 months sheryl.
gonna stay over at chounny's place.
didnt manage to have the same off as him ;(
he wont be working tml.

2010-01-25T01:20:00.003+08:00

the first thing i'm gonna say is.....

I WANNA SHISHA AGAIN!

shisha-ed with amanda,nic and chounny.

was glad chounny could follow me cox if he didnt,i would be alone.

did ask muhana to go since the next day we were either off or working late.

but muhana had something on the next day so she didnt join us ;(!

chounny said after shishaing,i would be alone and he didnt want that to happen to me so late in the morning so he decided to come ;)

heehee^^

and did i tell you,i was a dumb ass cox i didnt even know where's bali lane =.='''

so...first outing with amanda was awesome!

thought we(nic,her and chounny) wouldnt have a common topic or anything to talk about,but everything went well.very well in fact.

talked bout everything,except sex.(would be interesting topic though.haha)

yea shisha was not bad.(my first time!)

liked the thick smoke coming out from my mouth!so shiok.

and it wont be as bad as smoking.

tried 2 flavours but i cant rmb what cox amanda was the one ordering.

did have some finger food and heineken.

finished 3-4 bottles,small bottle of course,i'm not a good drinker.

was a good experience.will be back for more.

know what i talked about though i was like,not my normal self already.

but still can walk...unsteadily.haha.

amanda will be leaving sinapore soon.like on 21 march when her

attachment finish.boohoo.

sure goona miss her ;)

anyway,i'm taking a break from buddy le so you wont see me there anymore!

i've found a new job at east coast ;)

will be working there as a full timer,6 times a week.

so..dont/better miss me ya?

tml(or rather later,since it's already after 12) will be my first time working there.

there would be angmohs! but the bad part is,i would have to be under the sun.

which means...sunburn ;( i dont like the thought of it!

and also,i would need to tie my hair,not like in buddy where everything is up to you.

oh well,i do need the change in environment once in a while ;)

that's all readers.bye!!!

darling didnt come.we're not fated;(

2010-01-20T15:31:00.010+08:00

16/12/09-BUDDY HOAGIES
..

ALFIE,SHENG,NIC,AMANDA,MUHANA,ME AND DAMIAN!

SO ALFIE! BACK TO THE RETRO BABYS!

DIGUSTING NIC.

MY HAIR LOOKS EXTREMELY FLAT.
.
21/12/09-CLASS CHALET DAY
.

MY GIFT EXCHANGE

CARDS I MADE FOR THE LUCKY10 PEOPLE FROM MY CLASS.

GINGERBREAD MAN THAT I DISLIKE.

ME AND CHOUNNY AT THE CHALET ALONE ,EATING HOT FUGDE WHILE THE REST WENT TO CYCLE.

01/01/10-NEW DRAWING FOR THE YEAR 2010 ;)
.

I KNOW MY DONKEY LOOKS WEIRD.
.
6/1/2010-DAY I DYED MY HAIR.
.

WAITING FOR THE DYE

I WANTED THIS TYPE OF CURL!

CHOUNNY HIGHLIGHTING

ME IN THE PROCESS OF CURLING.

ME HIGHLIGHTING

CHOUNNY'S TREATMENT WHILE WAITING FOR ME.

DONE!

BACK HOME.
.
7/1-WENT TO FIND PEARL TO ASK FOR OPINION.
.

PEARL SAID I COULDN'T DELETE THIS COX IT WAS FUNNY.=.='''

I LOVE BARLEY LIME!COOLNESS

FUN ONCE IN A WHILE IS ESSENTIAL.

2010-01-20T14:37:00.007+08:00

GIVING READERS AN INFLOW OF PICS TODAY! TO

COMPENSATE THIS BORING PIC-LESS BLOG.

(NO LA,I JUST HAPPEN TO BE USING CHOUNNY'S LAPPIE.)

10/01/10

.I LIKE THIS PIC THOUGH ;)
(FORGIVE MY AUTO DUCK LIPS WILL YOU!)

11/01-'O'S RESULT DAY
.

ME AND PEARL,OBVIOUSLY THEY LET ME IN THE SCHOOL LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS=.='''

ME AND MY CHINESE TEACHER.
I PASSED MY CHINESE B YOU KNOW?AMAZING HUH?!

WAITING FOR 2PM

GOT A1 FOR MY POA TEACHER!MR LOONG

AND AN A1 FOR COMB SCIENCE AS WELL^^FOR MY CHEM TEACHER!MRS LIM.
(SHUT UP,I KNOW I LOOK LIKE AN UGLY TAITAI HERE.)
.
15/1-CHOUNNY'S PRE-BIRTHDAY
.

ME AND PEARL WAITING FOR BUS

THEN 12AM CAME!HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!YOU'RE AN OLD MAN NOW^^
HEEHEE

SEE THIS IDOIT?CANT BE BOTHERED TO TAKE A NICE PIC WITH ME?!!!
(KIDDING LAH,I FORCED HIM TO TAKE ALOT OF PICS TILL HE SIAN THEN WATCH HIS SOCCER MATCH)

HE ASKED ME TO TAKE THIS STUPID THING ON TOP OF THE TAXI WHILE WE WERE EATING AT A COFFESHOP=.=
.
20/1-MET CHOUNNY EARLY
.

I POSING COX I WEARING HIS CHIO SWEATER THAT I BOUGHT FOR HIM ON HIS BIRTHDAY.(THINK I NEED TO GET AN IDENTICAL ONE MYSELF^^)

NO I AIN'T STRIPPING.

I KNOW THIS PIC SUCK BUT JUST CONCENTRADE ON THE SWEATER KIES?
CANT STOP ME BEING A CAM WHORE EVEN IN THE LIFT =.=''''

WENT FOR STEAMBOAT! AT FU LIN YUAN STEAMBOAT RESTAURANT AT 2.58AM AND ONLY LEFT AT 4.22AM.
MAN WAS I FULL.
NOT BAD LAH,QUIET PLACE WITH US AROUND ONLY.
THE RESTAURANT OPENS FROM 6PM-4AM.

GUESS WHAT IS THIS?
IT'S LAMB.I DIDN'T EVEN TOUCHED IT.CHOUNNY ATE IT ALL BY HIMSELF.
YUCK!
OF CAUSE PUT IN THE STEAMBOAT LAH YOU MORON.

END!
WILL CONTINUED WITH MORE PICS.

2010-01-18T13:30:00.003+08:00

celebrated baby's birthday last fri to sat.

sad enough,he had to work the next day at 3.

on fri,i met pearl to buy baby's present.but before that,we went to school.

she needed her letter of recommendation from nah nah.but she wasnt in school,was on course.

then we head to bugis.(yea,same old bugis,i'm getting sick of it too)

went BHG and look for clothes

and becox i really didnt know baby's style or what he likes, it gave me a really hard time ya know?!

anyway,let's summarise,i bought 2 shirts and a sweater for him.

had it wrapped and off we went to buy a cake for chounny.

we departed and i headed to bedok,then cabbed to seafood center and waited for chounny to end work at 11.

in the meantime,his malay chef did came out at the backdoor to have a smoke

so i managed to chat with him for a short while.

he told me chounny has got talent(oh that's the only good word that i rmb.haha) and good attitude towards work unlike the rest.

i'm so proud of chounny you know^^

he also told me how he hated school last time and quited when he was only sec 2.

then he went to different countries to learn cooking since it was his passion.

then i asked did he appeared in newspaper?

and he said yes,new paper and (the rest i forgot)even in tv shows.

cool huh?my chounny's his bestman ;)!

yea,after chounny knock off we head to his place first then to somewhere else if

you could make a good guess.

306.

went out to eat at some vietnam restaurant,which avocado drink was awesome!(i wanna go back there again!)

then back to ahem*

had his cake blown and present time.

man was he so kiddy.

he was so happy to get his present.ahahaha.

was one of my happiest time in my life though,since seeing your love one happy makes you happy too right?heehee^^

next day came.had our breakfast and head back to his place.

separated from there.

sad.

2010-01-14T11:38:00.003+08:00

you should see the look on your face then you'll know what i'm talking about.

who cares if people wanna look longer,i dont.

as long as you dont look at me with an expression of yours,then everything will be fine.

first my cousin,now you.

and come on,even a donkey knows who you're talking about.

jesus.give me a break.

have your say again and laugh as loud as you want since everything is nonsensical and funny to you.

next,tell your friends and boyfriend how i'd just made you angry(just like what you did to me) and how unreasonable and dumb this person is.

GO,AS FAST AS YOU CAN.

2010-01-14T10:40:00.003+08:00

p/s:bebe,i saw your work on facebook le.huge improvement^^

2010-01-11T01:04:00.003+08:00

ok here's a fast one since chounny asked me to get back to him by 3 minutes.

results day was today.

my results was average though i didnt meet my expected score of 9-13 points.

hiysham was the top acad scorer,he got a freaking 9 points!

and what's more,his english got 1!

can you imagine?1 lei!!!!!i would never get that "1" in my whole life!ever!

another express shocked me too though.

i was like wtf,how can she do better than me?!!

haya wont mention the name.too bad.

gonna see which course i can go ;(

anyway,the bloody school didnt say i couldnt go in the school or whatsoever,

everything went smoothly.

they lied to me.idoit.....

lucky black hair spray was out of stock or didnt sell at some outlets.

wahahaha.

i hate the stares from the people though.

fuck them.

2010-01-10T10:47:00.003+08:00

just got back from the bursary thing before 11am.

thought i could happily go work and earn my money but my boss has already

asked someone to replace me,so i have to come an hour later.wtf.

another pissing thing,just now i saw one of my classmates,lim shan tong,so being friendly instead of ignoring some god damn being,i waved to her.

she fucking gave me a donkey face lah?!

wtf,i look ten times better than her and she dares give me a donkey face?!#@#%$#T

told pearl bout it and she told me she dont deal with nerds.

haha,maybe i shouldnt deal with them too.

wtfwtfwtf.

2010-01-09T07:13:00.006+08:00

oh cool,amanda added me in facebook le.

she even msged me to asked why i didnt accept her.haha.

i didnt do it on purpose lah!

didnt used the lappie a few days liao.

am busy or rather,lazy these few days,got things to do,

didnt even have the time to write my diary!

ytd went to the open house at tp with dezhi,boon chun,alvin and vivien.

she toured us around.

quite boring though,didnt know what to ask or so =.='''

then later me and pearl went to nanyang to look around.

this marketing girly kindda attracted me into her course after she showed me the starting salary as compared to other business courses.

what?i like/love money cannot huh!

i got so shock when my grandma told me my hair looks nice!

can you believe it?!!!

my grandma said that?!!!

ok,even my grandma says it's nice,so i concluded that no one else is to say it's not nice!

OR...

you just suck big time.

ahahaha

2010-01-07T10:13:00.006+08:00

cool shits!

i finally dyed my hair ytd.

on an auspicious day somemore,haha.

did my haircut,dye,curl and highlights for $149 only.

plus the products to mantain the curls,another $19.

my hairdresser didnt really did the curls that i like though ;(!

gonna shock jaya later,meeting her to show her my new hair and ask what she thinks bout it.

no more straight hair for me.boohoo.

oh forgot to mention,chounny re-dyed his hair again but with some highlights this time round.

we didnt do the sasme highlights like i mentioned before becox he wanted brighter colours =.='''

we went malaysia at coming 5pm and left at 10.30pm.

see how long we took in the salon?god~

went home already coming 12am and my brother got a shock.

the best was my younger sis,ting ting.

i switched the lights on,cox my mum was sleeping,i wanted to show her,but ting opened her eyes instead and got up with a "OH MY GOD!"

haha.

going to tp this fri.alvin's coming along then we'll head to sp afterthat.

bye readers!

2010-01-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

waiting for my chounny to bathe finish now.
we're going out!whohoo!
hey i saw my classmate ashley just now too ;)
o result would be realeased on 11 jan.
wtf.
i'm working on this sunday and monday full shift but it's ruin.
ytd my mum told me i had to go to collect my bursary money last minute this sunday.
and now?o results on monday!
my boss gonna kill me man.
gotta find replacement!
i just withdraw $300 from my bank a/c. like finally got pay*rolls eyes*
just topped up my card and the rest will be spent on chounny and myself later when we shop at Malaysia i guess.
i promised him i was gonna treat him the whole day since he constantly
pays for my food and so when we 're out together.
shit,i'm hungry now ;( haven't had breakfast.
haha,my adorable chounny just showed me how he irons his pants =.='''
i want to buy accessories from diva!
i want new bag(although i just bought one,i think i need alot to suit my dressing and occasion ma!)
i want cut my hair
i want do my brows!
dangerous play.

2010-01-04T11:05:00.012+08:00

i've got no work today and no school today.

how cool is that?

i kindda miss waking up in the morning and seeing lisa getting

ready for school too.heehee^^

well i heard 12 jan would be the release of Os result le.

panick at the thought of it!

we'll be at the new school by then.

oh!so cool,lisa and jessie will be going to school together!

i wanna see avatar with chounny this wed.

hopefully i get my pay then i can treat him.

some bull crap thing happened at the cafe again.

there was no rosti at first.

when the customer said he wanted it,mrs ng say have.

i then went in to the kitchen to double check when mrs ng say dont need.

then this colleague told me NOT READY.

i then went out to tell her that the rosti was not ready.

then she went in and ask immediately.

know what that colleague say this time?

"YOU AR" means have and he said it was in the fridge.

she turned and shout in my face "i thought you say dont have?rosti have or not,YES OR NO"

i replied "he say it was not ready"

then she started going out and shouting like a mad ass like she always does.

i didnt talk to that cowardly colleague of mine,whose words are ever-changing.

do you think i should be angry?

angry of someone who's god damn scared of the boss scoldings and rather

let me have the blame?

bastard.

2009-12-31T11:47:00.007+08:00

dont know if i'm able to count down anymore ;(

mummy wouldnt allow to my overnight plans.

maybe cox i didnt tell her where i was gonna count down at...

if there's no count down with chounny then i'm gonna stay at home.

why am i making myself so miserable=.='''''''''''

cleaned and tidy my room ytd already!

super tidy now,stuffed all my soft toys in a bag and put it in a corner.

man i really dislike toys.

they get dirty easily and it's so irritating cox i'm a lazy ass who wouldnt even

bother washing them.

just kidding,i just washed this soft toy keychain just ytd.

now it's smelling good as softener and clean as heaven.

still,i dont like soft toys.

i wish nobody would think of giving me stuff toys.

i've got plenty.

yea,now ppl wont go buying toys from minitoons or whatever!cheers!

while cleaning my place,i come across my ex bf stuffs.

still nicely wrapped in a huge plastic bag cox i didnt want it to collect dust.how sweet of me right?

i msged him ytd if he still wanted his things back or i'm gonna throw them away.

he just replied a pathetic "just throw away"

he didnt even bother asking what he left there???

i initially thought of throwing them away to kind of seek revenge for what he did to my thing./things

he did took a book of mine(when we were still attached) which i have sentimental value for, and didnt return it back to me.

then finally one day he told me that he threw it away already.

didnt know what the fuck was he thinking but seriously i am still angry up till today.

pains me that the book is gone forever whenever i think about it.

all my lower sec memories are gone.

my neos and some words i wrote,just thrown away by him.

just like that.

but i didnt immediatly throw his things away.

i knew that some of the books he had with me was his favourite so i thought of giving it back to him instead.

i rather he himself throw them away then i'm the one to do it.

so halfway tidying,at 8pm ytd,i took a bath and walk to his place with my cousin,lisa.

he wasnt in so i pass the heavy stuffs and a letter to his dad and went off.

now it's already like 12.17pm.

i at least expect a msg to say thanks or so,but until now,no thanks no nothing.

how ungrateful this jerk is.

2009-12-30T11:58:00.003+08:00

was with jaya aka jackass the whole day ytd!

went to her house and we gossiped and chat like mad. bout boys and stuffs.

i actually told her a secret i've been keeping from her for the longest of time.

but she was just shocked,nothing much.

bought snacks to her house.eat eat eat.

later tapao-ed dinner to her house eat eat eat.

feel like a fat ass.

oh,we saw mrs lim as well,she's my chem teacher.

and god,my hair was awefully tied =.=she saw me at my worst liao ;(!

anyway till 10pm we still havent talk finish(girls!haiz....) but she had to send me off cox it was getting late.

2010 coming.i wanna count down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!with choun the most.

but anyone else would do fine.

gotta see if chounny can make it first not,cox he's got work the next day as well.

we're fine already ;)

tell you something really sweet he did.

my toes were infected again,rmb me telling you bout the 2 diff creams that he bought for me?

he asked me to apply it but since we were in public,i dared not to cox

it was kindda dirty to touch one's feet right,not to mention unglam?

so i keep telling him i dont want to put.

after awhile,he touched my toe,i thought he was feeling the surface how bad it was but NOOOOO.......

he put cream on his finger without me knowing(ya,i've been tricked for once=.=''')

and rubbed it on my infected area.

so sweet right?^^

2009-12-29T10:03:00.004+08:00

for a moment,i didnt wanna have babies with you

didnt want to go back with you.

cox i chose to believe we wouldnt last after what you did

and i was willing to wait for the right one.

i was hurt so i accidently cried but without you realising at all.how amazing.

ellis saved our relation for once.

he sent me a msg that really helped when negativity was getting all over me last night.

i appreciate that cream though.

i didnt know it was for me cox i was so troubled that i didnt realise what you bought was

meant for me.

i'm touched ;)

2009-12-28T14:06:00.002+08:00

my vampire teeth

random pic froim chounny's lappie.
.
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cant upload many cox chounny thinks he dont look good in most ;(
had a great day working ytd.
mind was cleared and not many demanding customers pissing me off.
actually i thought of something,
"it's not the customers,it's the people.it's not the staff,it's the person."
feels that it makes sense somehow.
oh another thing.
i feel that mrs ng is treating her customers better than she treats her staff.
dont she even realise without the staff,the business wouldnt run?
staff are valuble assets to the businesss you know?and you're ill treating them.
muhana's got lots of scoldings from her.
she's beginning to doubt whether it's a way of teaching.
her mood swings are unfortunately,unpredictable.
chounny's like snoozing beside me now.
and ya,that stupid model agency just called me again.
kindda annoying.
i've no plans to work with them anymore.
some stupid agency trying to trick ppl into it.arghh!
since i've nothing to do,let me blog about it but without the pics.
one day,i scanned through the newspaper hoping i could find another job relating to
modelling,which i did.
so i msged them first.
later i got a call to say come down for interview.they sent me their address too.
the guy told me to send my name and particulars to them,which i did.
and that same msg i had earlier was send to me again.
the message was about their address and to come for interview.
3 times in total.how irritating.
was thinking "dont they even realise that it's the same person they're msging!!!"
so i sent them a msg saying "i've already got your msg so could you stop sending me the msg again"
after that,no msg from them, already.
checked online to see if their company was legal cox i didnt want to fall into
some kind of trap and become a prostitute in some foreign country.
luckily they were legal.
one thing that stuck me though, was a sentence they wrote on their page was
"xxxx model agency is now more famous,many people are ency and jealous of our success, and spreading lies about us, dont believe all the lies."
why would they say this to ppl?something must be wrong dont you think?
anyway,i went to the interview with pearl.
was so happy when we finally reached the place.some ulu place.
opened the door and my dreams was almost dashed.
the room was fucking small yet messy.
wanted to back out straight away but i just went in to see how things go.
there were 3 ppl sitting near us too,obviously waiting for their turn to be interviewed.
we had to write something on this paper,then watch the stupid outdated tv showing the company's interview with channel 8 like so god damn long time ago.
then see the files on the table.
waited for the sky to fall and finally was my turn.
i asked pearl to come with me and he said it's going to be fast,she dont need to be around.so pearl when behind.
what difference does it make anyway?
the fucking room so small and the distance is pathetic,pearl could hear and see what he asked anyway.LOSER.
he showed me the company's achievements and where he appeared at,
(like whatever=o=)
then he started asking why i wanna be a model then he says to start a portfolio i need to pay this amount of $$$ blablabla.
he asked any problems,i said yes.
then he say if money is a problem then "pay by installments lah"
as though money drops from the sky.
then i still hesitate till he said then how you want to be a model?
then i instantly said "nvrmind,i think i quit this idea."
and walked out of that god damn place.
complaining to pearl how we have just wasted our lives by even going to that place for interview.
some darn ass company whose outdated,messy,unprofessional and a manager who dozes off while working?!
fuck!

2009-12-27T07:40:00.007+08:00

decided to blog since some funny guy woke me up from my sleep from a phone call,finding someone called laurence.

the other day also got this indian bagala or so, was so enthused saying "you forget me already ar?" which i replied wrong number also=.='''

anyways,i have a purpose for waking up.

it's to blog bout this fucked up colleague of mine who

literally pissed me off on christmas eve.

see ppl,when the soup is very low,it's usual pratice that the outside staff would

go tell the kitchen so that they would prepare.

so happens that dumbass was standing where i could see him that day so i just

said "mushroom soup low hor..." no replies "hor hor hor?" he stood there like a statue

of liberty again with no reply.

i went out already by then,not wasting another second of my life talking to that ugly donkey.

fuck,am i in the wrong to have told him soup was low?

must he give me that stupid attitude by not replying?(hinting or whatsoever that i should back off,that he's a dumb fuck smart ass?or perhaps god has given him new sense that day of knowing when soup is low cox he's fucking dumb and blur!so he wont need anyone telling him.)

ok,maybe saying that not replying and JUST standing there doesnt mean he's giving attitude,

so TELL me,what does it mean?

it's one,he's DEAF.

or two, he's DUMB(oh i just love this word^^...)

well,havent been talking to him after that,nor looked at him.(i mean he's ugly anyway,why would i or anybody wanna look at him for god's sake.)

i guessed he'd must have noticed that as well,that i aint or not talking much to him.

or else he's a dumbass.

o wait,he is a dumbass initially what?

what am i saying HAHAHA.

i've got a new diary from mum for christmas.wohoo!

shall write bout my life everyday when 2010 starts!

and not to mention,poly!!!!!

i'm panicking at the thought of my results though ;(

i fear that i might perform at my shitty-est!

2010 is coming and i wanna count down with chounny as well,but but...

dont know if he'll be able to be off that day ;(!

2009-12-24T13:00:00.002+08:00

just when i want to celebrate christmas,i put myself on full shift.

totally am asking for it.

now everyone's celebrating tml except poor me ;(!

anyway wangfu came to help out at buddy and god i swear

he's so cute.

though he's from china.

realised i've been smiling to myself whenever i came out of the kitchen.opps!

thought of taking a pic of him and setting it as my wall paper but was

troubled by some stuffs.

apparently money wasnt cash in and i was involved in it.

when i went home i thought through and finally recalled myself

asking mrs ng to take over the cashier since she was talking to the customer for so long.

which basically,the fault lies in her and not me.wala!mystery solved! ;)))

i hope wangfu comes back to work again.

buddy's business is a total blast!

fucking busy to the core lah!!!!!

tml yet another predicted busy day.boohoo ;(!!

2009-12-24T00:20:00.000+08:00

THIS IS WHAT I DID FOR BABY ON OUR 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY^^ MUSHY YA I KNOW.

COOL RIGHT?!AINT I AWESOME!

2009-12-23T23:48:00.005+08:00

11/12/09-OUTING WITH FRIENDS

ate at northpoint

@illuma

guys.haiz....

i look my best in this neo only.

WILL FLOOD THIS BLOG WITH MORE PICS THE NEXT TIME!^^

2009-12-23T13:35:00.008+08:00

yo peeps!

here to update you on my past 2 days.

21/12

went to meet chounny.wore my wedges out.

bought a new pillow for baby!

boy was he not surprised =.= he'd already suspected something was wrong when

i told him a lie the day before.

obviously my surprise plan was backfired.wth.

imagine me and the big pillow walking around bedok.humiliating!

but it's all for you baby^^

oh i also did some cards for my classmates the night before,i slept at 4am plus lei!

to specify,i did it for ellis,khadhijah,hidayah,jayastina,ching huey,yun cheng,kenneth,dezhi,

renee,priscilla and mekayil.

mainly to thank them for what they have done or else it's to apologised to them.

ok so i was at choun's place.

we went out to eat after that as well as to get some stuffs.

he was practicing fruit craving(is this how you spell it?)

and he sure did ruin the "PAPAYA"!heehee.

he kept imitating the youtube video chef cox of the way he pronounced papaya was funny.

ok know what happened next?

while buying food,his chef called and said his colleague was on mc and he needed to go back to work but it wasnt confirmed at that point of time.

chounny was frustrated though.

later the chef called and said tml then work.

well guess it's better than now.

he was supposed to be on 2 days off.

he had his hair cut ;)

went home,spent the whole afternoon watching stuffs and eating snacks together.

then 8pm+ came so we left to walk to the chalet.

i was already late for gift exchange.boohoo!

was happy that the moment we stepped in,we could already see where ours was.

didnt exactly take a proper pic with my classmates cox i was late and bet they have already

had their fun since the whole afternoon,which explains why everybody was wildly scattered.

i had hot fudge with chounny though ;)

was left alone in the chalet cox the rest went out to either eat at mac or cycle.

pris passed me a belated gift from renee!heehee!

saw jackass too,had a hug.almost saw her boyfriend but didnt!

around 11.30pm we made a move.

walked walked walked,told chounny to be more romantic(which girl doesnt want this?!)

and he said he didnt know how to be.

which after awhile,it fucking started to rain heavily(thank god i wasnt wearing wedges)

we got drenched and seek shelter at some newly opened restuarant with some staffs there at the backdoor.how embarassing.

then chounny randomly said "see!romantic not?run under the rain together lei"

man that was so cute ;D!stupid chounny.

later when the rain subsided,we took a taxi to joo chiat.

booked into a hotel to dry ourselves and went out to eat again.

hate those stupid ah peks with their stupid pervertic eyes looking.grrr!

we ate noodles at some coffeeshop

even fed a poor cat cox it was pregnant.

took away some food and 5 otah back to the hotel.

while watching tv we ate.

i wasted his otah he bought for me cox they were too hot to swallow ;(((!

yeah,skipped the night.

that pig backfaced me the whole night and didnt hug me to sleep.boohoo!

ya shut up i know i'm being mushy here!

morning came,

the stupid cleaner from the opp room kept looking at us when we came out of the room.

like fuck you lah,look away,i aint no prostitute.

we went to have breakfast then cabbed back to his place.

he got ready for work.

if only he didnt have to get called back to work then we could have been together for

2 whole sweet days ;(

while walking down the stairs he randomly turned around, kissed me and said

wo ai ni.

i swear i felt this was one of the most meaningful kisses.

told him i was touched the next day and he said i'm like a little girl=.='''

we departed from each other.saw him left.hate that feeling though.

just feel weak and vulnerable whenever i see him leaving me.

felt like crying too.

2009-12-20T14:08:00.002+08:00

i'm now searching what this falun dafa thing is about.

heard it's some kind of illegal cult or so.

class chalet is like tml,there's gift exchange.

like crap, spent a month salary and i'm broke!

guess i gotta advance pay from mrs ng again ;/

did i tell you?during N results day,ms lee, ms boon,ms chia and mr lim came

to buddy!

i'm also having bad dreams that i didnt do well in my Os ;(!

chounny's so adorable!

random ya i know.

meetin him tml!

bye!

2009-12-13T01:23:00.001+08:00

hohoho readership has gone up again!

it was just a pathetic 2 a few days ago.

met a junior called audrey and her brother ytd.they came to buddy to eat.

audrey was a friend of mine in primary school.

we would sit together at times in the bus called bus A.

cox nbps was renovating back then so there was a direct bus to school.

happened to ask her brother today if she was "audrey"

cox i wasnt to sure if i was acknowledging the right junior of mine.

which in the end he said yes!

just chatted with her on facebook just now ;)

her brother is my senior?!he's from naval base sec?!!

and what coincidence?their cousin are the sexy twins,joanna and diana from n(t)!!!

he's 21 by the way ;)

ok ask me another stuff now.

sheryl,what were you doing that kept you so busy from even blogging?!

1)someone's using the lappie so i cant use it.

2)i've been working for days man!

3)busy going out with friends etc.

went out alot these few days.

-with colleague,vivien to bugis to look for accessories.

one thing to conclude

"there's no reason why anyone cannot dress up"

wtf,the stuffs there are freaking cheap lah!well,obviously i didnt mean all lah.

i just couldnt believe my eyes at how cheap they were selling stuffs.

-with pearl to far east just to shop.

i met racheal, better known as "i am not a ah lian" from singapore idol too!

took pics with her and chatted.

she's quite a poor girl.

having bad comments thrown onto her that she seems affected by it, althought it's

been quite awhile.

she kept mentioning "you wont spam me right?"

neh,sheryl wont do that ;)

-with ellis,boon choon,alvin and pearl to bugis.

took neos.

ok end here,chounny's calling me now.

bye!

2009-12-03T12:40:00.004+08:00

this darnass pearly wants me to die in heels.

we're going out later to toa payoh for my *secret interview with another company.

heehee^^

pearl wants me to wear heels if not she wouldnt wear something nice

out and wear normal.

she usually dresses super nice you know?

just that she doesnt show it in school like she can dress.

her phone is filled with glam picas of her lah.literally.

so like.i hope i would be able to get my pay by today?

need to hunt for a chio bag and flats le.

my flats need to be thrown.

my bag's totally ruin.no safety pin can save it this time.

thought of going to the temple to play the shake shake thing but crap,

i forgot i'm having my period.

looking forward to going out later.

like so super long never go out le!!!

working full for the next few days.

forgot to mention,some navalites came.

kindda distract me man.

2009-11-29T13:16:00.008+08:00

i so wanna like upload pics into facebook and blogger man.

my cam 2 gb memory's full already by the way.

i dont really delete pics from it cox i like to view all my photos when i sleep.

it's a habit yea ;)

just took new photos with vien,jennifer,mrs and mr ng after work ytd.

oh and sheng,poh,qi and don.

so long since i've last took pics with buddy staffs ;)

brought my ah jen a banana too!heehee.

if you readers are from NBSS,you should be able to know who's she.

she's in charge of NPCC before.

obviously my senior by 3 years too ;)

i havent develop the pics for lanie yet.shitshitshit.

i owe my sis like $2.50 for ban main plus ytd's $5 for buying the cheap black shoe cox

my flats are spoilt hardcore.

see how broke i am?=.='''

what's more,mext month onwards my boss says i got money going to CPF liao ;(((!

boohoo....

2009-11-27T13:00:00.000+08:00

ryan's friend came to the cafe today.

guessed he must'd have forgotton me cox he was like "ryan's...friend" after i said "kenneth right?" for so long.

he was polite enough though,to say friend at least.and not EX-GIRLFRIEND.

come to think bout it,it doesnt matter anyway.

since when we patched back,ryan didnt or dared not tell his best friend about it.

as though girlfriends was a great thing to hide about or maybe humiliation.

i dont know.

ryan came with his girlfriend the other day too.

they had like what?mango and banana smoothie.ya.

things at work are as per normal.

lisa found a job at bishan already.yea.

congrats to her.if not she'll be stuck onto the com like forever.

just played twister with her,jess and my younger sis just now.

then chatted bout stuffs again.

buddy days during pri 5.

dont know if all the school does this but,pri 5 are expected to take care of the pri 1 kiddos that just came into the school.

you know?bring them to recess,show them the toilet?teach them buy food and stuffs?

ya was fun,but i've forgotton what my buddy name was.xing something.

she was a naughty one though ;)

and then it was injection during pri 6 on both side of the arms.

how i crazily moved my arms round and round to avoid the numbness and pain from occuring.

haha those were the days.young and innocent.

oh ellis msged me too.

he's got a job as a traffic counter.

kindda boring.count the no of ppl only.what's more,not with friends.

11 days more to go.perservere buddy.haha.

and did i mention bout this cute little boy?he came to the cafe like ytd and he looks

so jap or korean.

but what?he's 100% singaporean?!!!!

i took a photo with him and called him my boyfriend.haha.

totally cute boy.i wished i had a son like him^^!

lisa was shocked when i said i've got a new boyfriend.

ya,anyway,i've explained myself here already too so you ppl

shouldnt be thinking too much too after seeing my shoutout at facebook,that is,if you have it.

haha,.

bye!

2009-11-19T12:48:00.001+08:00

new clothes i'm interested in.

2009-11-19T12:29:00.004+08:00

felt down in the dumps for the past 2 days.is there even such a phrase?

but it ended ytd.

finally.able to sleep more comfortably and didnt think so much already.

we msged then talk on the phone.

well everything's back to normal ;)

dont need to make myself so sad from avoiding your calls or whatever already.

didnt mean to bu li you but just felt you didnt cared about the things i told you.

didnt even make it a point to tell my ex bout how i feel,and now when i did,you dont seem

interested.so yea,that's the cause.

plus your unwillingness to change your smoking habit.

just went to his facebook and he wrote

"you dont care bout me anymore" last night or so,after i didnt msg or pick his calls i guess.

feel so sad.

i dont wanna see him sad you know ;( nor did i purposely want him to feel that way.

i dont wanna leave you too cox it'll be one of the greatest regrets in my life.

yeap,i wanna be with you for a very very long long time ;)

anson was being a sweetheart too.he offered me help if i needed it.

but too bad.wont be needing it anymore ;x

gan,choon tat,tat's wife and damian came back ytd!

stupid gan,still the same so humorous^^

heard from alfie that his friend's dog ignored its owner when the owner laughed

at it for being castrated.

wow,i'm amazed.

animals do have feelings too.

i'm on disc 5 of my fang yang de xing xing liao^^!

3 more disc to go.

2009-11-17T10:23:00.000+08:00

2012 @ tampiness was good.

his smoking habit wasn't

;( ;( ;( ;( ;( ;(

2009-11-15T10:09:00.004+08:00

*yawns

just woke from ma beauty sleep zzzzzzz

dreamt of stuffs again.

some flashback of things i saw,indian dancers,2 dinosaurs,riyshi kumar,

separate dreams of course.more to that.

got bitten by a god damn ant on my bed.

i hate ants man,so irritating!

had a good time at lanie's new house ytd.

small but comfortable.

their child,nigel was SUPER HYPER!

kept running here and there!

and lanie's sister's spagetti was AWESOME,

the best spagetti i've ever tasted in my life.better than the school's canteen one.

did i mention?the bloody agent was so mean to have not told the buyers(lanie) that the previous owners were still owing money to the LOAN SHARKS?!

this stupid agent huh,only want earn ppl's money and commission.sickening character in life.

some loan shark ppl after knowing the previous owners have moved out,still poured paint at

the floor or walls you know?

they have done it 2 times after lanie and her family have moved in.

and there's no end to it.

ytd they did it again,threw on the floor with light green paint and scribble o$p$ on the wall with a number and name to contact.

got lanie so angry that she called them up and scolded them.

they insisted she pay for them or find where the previous owner stays now.

the police were called in too.

they're gonna install a cctv soon but i feel strongly that they will damage it.

where do they get so much money to pour colourful paints on ppl's house huh?

isnt singapore supposed to be crime-free?

why arent they not detered yet???

pity their family for moving in.but too bad,after they've found out the situation of

the house,they didnt wanted it already but the ppl said cannot.

i'm meeting chounny on monday!!!!

and.....we're gonna watch 2012 together!yippie^^

so long since we last watch movie le.heeehee.

cant wait to see him again.i miss him.haha^^

oh i watch my fang yang de xing xing disc 2 liao,was ytd thing after coming back from the party.

bye!

2009-11-14T11:09:00.005+08:00

oh i dreamt of something scary but awesome today!

i dreamt i fell off very high building but didnt die just to escape from this little guy which isnt human.so i fake dead at the foot of the building when he finally found me.

another dream is i dreamt of my classmates and colleagues.

i saw fazianah,yun cheng,ching huey,tedmund,aunt soi,lisa jessie and so on.

and the last part was my colleague,priscilla breaking off with tedmund and telling me he's just using her...just like a pack of tissue.

i msged her after i woke ;x

i've got very good dreams ;)i'm a good dreamer.

maybe next time i'll influence what i dream on tv productions!haha.

action,sad,exciting all got also!

ytd i watch 4 episodes of my fang yang de xin xin ;)

jimmy lin,you're so dashing man!

today intent to go out with jess after lanie's son birthday party but....

dont think it's possible anymore.

their family had some problems last night.

oh,me and jess went to eat cheese fries at newyork pizza just downstairs but

hell i dont know what those guys did to those fries,it tasted so AWFUL.

yucks is the only word to describe.

could they have done something to it?after i've said 2 SETS of cheese fries which got another guy confused and was saying to his collegue "sets?"

whatever it is,i aint returning there ever again!

felt that they treat the stall as if it was their own,blasted the music whenever they liked.

where's the boss man?

then we headed to buddy.

luckily it wasnt busy if not my orders would seem to be excused just to

serve the other non-related customers first =.='''

but the bad part was,i ordered cookie and cream shake,

after i handed the new staff the cash, she said it was short,then she confirmed i wanted 2 but i

replied i wanted one!

then the next colleague said she heard i wanted 2 also.

that really made me DOUBT what i've said man.

and that's not a good impression or start i wanna give to a new staff ;(especially when i'm starting work next week!

but anyway ya,sorry for the misunderstanding anyway.

i felt that xxxx didnt wanted to give me my staff discount.kns.

grrrrrrr!

if i was an older staff,maybe she wouldnt treat me like that.

oh did i mention,still deciding on dyeing the same hair colour as chounny!

how fun is it gonna be?^^

we'll be going malaysia,yes again,for our hair dye after collecting my Os result next year.

he said we can have the same highlights at the same parts,just like a couple^^

heehee!

2009-11-13T11:46:00.002+08:00

lisa and i had a great long chat ytd night.

yeap i mean really long till it reaches 12.30am in the morning.

chatted bout boys,childhood stuffs and stickers.

i'm gonna continue collecting stickers!^^i like lei.

she showed me her bio data too,you know,always in primary school girls would

go around asking ppl to write in their book about their details?

age,school,favourite stuffs,best friends?

and i was freaking shock when i saw what i wrote in her book bout friends.

yes i dont remember writing it.

but relax ppl,i last touch that book when i was sec 1 around july period.

i wrote i hate yun cheng(i dont rmb hating him though,like seriously?!!)

jayastina(now she's one of my good friend ever since sec 3),

yan yan(did chat/ talk to her in sec 5)

,kenneth tok kay book(this one i know i hate him like hell in lower sec, we're pretty good friends now ;))) and so on.

when i feel like posting that pic of my hate list in lisa's bio book,then i will.

intent to go watch movie with her after 6pm but since it was a last minute thing,she couldnt agree.i just needed to go out have some fun ya know?

its like almost the end of Os like hello?!

wanted to watch jennifer's body with her.

gonna resume work next week.gonna be fun from the start,but when's a routine everyday,sian~

but i need money money.

gotta save to go outings with my chounny,pay off my god damn accumulated debt and to stock up clothes to wear for poly^^

i wanna be the first to bring choun go zoo!

i dreamt i forgot to study for my maths paper and ss.

so terrible ;(!

class chalet have postponed to next month by the way.boohoo! ;(

i wanted an early class chalet....

i've got no shits to do now.

plain bored.

wanna watch my fang yang de xin xin but dad's around.

not so convenient if i wanna watch this type of romantic show with him around who would make fun of the show and destroy my emotions.

i wanna upload pics...but my card's infected with trojen virus....

and this lappie i'm using is like gonna die off very soon...

i wanna go out!

2009-11-12T12:11:00.009+08:00

chinese paper today,yea.

did my best i could with my dictionary by my side for paper 1.

paper 2,comprehension was tortue.couldnt understand or recognise the characters ;(

well.... hope i at least get a pass.abit too hopeful but still i wished.

my last paper would be next week monday and that marks the end of my Os !

oh i forgot to mention yo-high-ness didnt turn up for the paper at all!

so i asked dinika what sort of marks was he having and she said 7.

ok then,smart alex like him needs no chinese to get in his poly/JC course.

my hammies were fighting the night before.

i dont know what papa hammie did that provoked mama hammie into wanting him

dead man.

she attacked his bird bird,haha,and feet.

first time in my life i see her so vicious so it scared me ;(

i separate the both of them le.

i speculate that it must be because of the multiple rapes that he forced on her....

things are just happening too fast.

you see upgrading here and there and it really scares me.

know you ppl think i'm crazy but dont you think we're losing something somehow?

2009-11-08T10:46:00.004+08:00

ONE OF MY MAIL FROM LISA

Hai all,
Please pass this around to all friends. An awareness campaign.

Wash Bras and other clothing before use!Most people do but this is just a warning for those that don't..... Read the account first, then brace yourselves before looking at the pics.............WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT PARASITES ARE IN OUR CLOTHING WHEN WE BUY THEM. Oh my god.This is disgusting. Forward to all females!!!!Wash your bra's before you wear them!!! Please make it a habit from this point forward to wash your just-purchased Undergarments before wearing them. This is sensitive. After anthropologist Susan McKinley came back home from an expedition inSouth America , she noticed a very strange rash on her left breast.Nobody knew what it was and she quickly dismissed it believing that the Holes would leave in time. Upon her return she decided to see a doctor after she started developingIntense pains. The doctor, not knowing the exact severity of the disease, gave herAntibiotics and special creams. As time lapsed the pain did not subside and her left breast became more inflamed and started to bleed. She decided to bandage her sores, however as Susan's pain grew moreintense She decided to seek help from a more certified doctor.Dr. Lynch could not diagnose the infection and told Susan to seek theaid of one of his colleagues who specializes in dermatology.Unfortunately, the doctor was on vacation. She waited for two weeks andfinally was able to reach the dermatologist. Sadly, a life changing event was about to unfold during her appointment. To Miss McKinley's surprise, after she removed the bandages, they foundLarvae growing and squirming within the pores and sores of her breast.Sometimes these wicked creatures would all together simultaneously move around into different crevices. What she didn't know was that the holes were in fact, deeper than she had originally thought, for these larvae were feeding off the fat,tissue, and even milk canals of her breast. Please share with as many women and men that you know. Our undergarments are made in different countries all over the world. They sit in boxes and go through many hands and exchanges before we purchase them for ourselves.PLEASE WASH ALL NEWLY PURCHASED BRAS AND UNDERWEAR BEFORE WEARING THEM. WE DO NOT KNOW WHAT PARASITES ARE IN OUR CLOTHING WHEN WE BUY THEM.

GUYS ARE LUCKY THAEY DONT WEAR BRA.

BUT PLEASE,CHECK YOUR PENISES INSTEAD?

2009-11-08T10:04:00.008+08:00

at the end,i didnt study my chinese.

well due to trival matters that got me a little upset that's all.

spent my day by eating and sleeping.

i intent to watch my "fang yang de xin xin" marathon on thursday!

yes,i'll try not to sleep for a day or so till it finishes. if it's possible.

gosh i dreamt of my 3 eye monster eating human flesh and and there were blood around

which was freaking gross lah.

woke up when the funeral opp my house played such loud music

for the dead early in the morning.

let's have some respect for the dead alright?

2012 opens this thursday!

me and chounny's gonna catch it someday!

ok chao!

2009-11-06T12:51:00.015+08:00

HERE'S A TREAT.

BD'S PHOTOS AS PROMISED.

THIS IS WHAT MY CHOUNNY GOT ME
HE CAME TO FIND ME AFTER SCHOOL SO WE HEADED TO

SEMBAWANG SHOPPING CENTER TO MEET JOJO.

SHE WANTED TO PASS ME MY PRESENT.

WE WENT TO PLAY THE "SWEET MACHINE"
FIRST SINCE JOJO HASNT ARRIVED.

HE SPENT $15 ON THIS GAME BY THE WAY =.='''

BUT AT LEAST WE MANANGE TO GET SOME SWEETS AND SNACKS IN THE END.

HAHA^^
THEN TO DAISO.

HE SHOWED ME SOMETHING AND SAID I COULD USE SO I WENT TO SEE WHAT'S THAT.

=.=''' DOG SHAMPOO.

LAZY TO CARRY MY BAG AROUND SO PUT IN THE TROLLEY^^

JOJO CAME AND PASS ME HER PRESENT.

WE WENT TO EAT AT THE FOOD COURT,CHOUNNY TREATED JOJO

TO SOME JAP FOOD AND ICE CREAM.

ON THE WAY BACK TO HOME....

ADDICTED TO HIS SIDE HAIR

JO'S PRESENT=.='''

I WENT TO TAKE A BATH FIRST AND ASKED MY YOUNGER SISTERS

TO ENTERTAIN HIM

MUST HAVE BEEN TORTURING....

AND THE TORTURE CONTINUES.....

WE WENT FOR SOME HEINEKEN @ BUDDY^^

THEN HOME WHEN MUM CAME.

NO HANS CAKE.RECESSION ;(!

I GOT A FLOWER MEANT TO BE TAKEN CARE OF.

ELDER SIS NOT IN PIC COX SHE AT WORK

MY PLANT DIED A FEW DAYS LATER BTW.

I DONT KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE =.='''

2009-11-06T12:36:00.003+08:00

should i transfer my photos from my cam to the lappie?

this lappie infected my SD card already lei.

what's more,the thoughts of my lappie i'm gonna have soon deters me from uploading any more pics in this lappie.

but i got tons of photos that friends have asked me to upload

now what ;(!

photos of graduation,giving away of my baby bunnie to naz,and lots more which i cant think of now.

i'm gonna study my chinese afterwards.yes,from basic.

cant even read chinese characters for god's sake.

oh i saw merlyn and liyan ytd around 11.50pm+ when i took the bus back home from bedok interchange.

they were at the busstop near khatib MRT.

choon tat's BD is today.msg him later.

chounny and his balancing act = chubi.

his laughter = makes me happy and make me wanna laugh cox it's horrible.

2009-11-05T19:20:00.002+08:00

hello readers!
i' m back in blogging world again.
today's a SELF DECLARED holiday for myself due to my last major paper which is today!
whoohoo!you guys don't know how much have i been waiting for today.
this week is the most horrible week of my life.
yes i mean it.
major exams in 4 days itself.
i would say while you're having your O's the most important thing is WILL POWER.
i did have lots of negative thoughts.ALOT.
practically i was very worried that i didnt study enough or whatever i studied wasnt coming out.
A fine example?social studies.
i was so darn sure that venice was gonna come out but it didnt.
the worst part was that i ONLY studied venice for my ss exam.
was so stunned when i saw through the back page.
pearl studied healthcare and venice too.
but what i'm glad bout myself was that,though i was very disappointed it didnt come out,i didnt give up my SEQ.
i wrote whatever i could recall in lesson to make my essay sound as resonable as possible.
btw,i almost broke down when i studied ss cox i find that time was running out and that got me EXTREMELY scared.
slept rather late these few days.the lastest i slept was ytd.
studying for my poa till 4am in the morning!
my poa teacher did say if i didnt get an A1 in my Os for poa dont find him ;(
but today's poa was ok!maybe i'm able to secure an A1 or A2!
i'm with chounny now.he's on half day leave.
overall i felt rather accomplished for all my papers.though still rooms for improvements but i dont wanna retake my exams again.
dont wanna waste my life in sec school,it's time to move on to new environment and get to know new people!
AND GET OUT OF SEC SCHOOL!
hope my results are around 10-13!pray hard lah hor.
next week still have sci paper 1 and chinese B exam.
after that i'm gonna work like hell and save lots of ka-ching so that i can spend!
can someone who watches porn tell me,what is the thing that comes out from the female's bye bye.
is it fluid or urine?!i'm really curious here.
till then bye!

2009-10-23T23:59:00.004+08:00

i'm having so many good emails that i'm so into recently.

so interesting.most are from my aunt.

ok,my science prac was....cant say that confident.

i wasnt in the right state of mind.repeated testing when it was gonna be time's up.

hell was i gonna have mental breakdown man.

i kept my bunsen burner on and teachers kept on repeatedly asked me if i still needed it.

total waste of my time interupting me.

i found the physics prac ok just that i was horrified seeing electricity as my actual Os being tested.i dont know how to connect wires ma.they freak me out.

luckily that prac was already set up.

just needed some testing and results.

god i suck at prac.

how did my 1st year anni went?

we had something simple.haha.

he came to find me at 4pm+,see baby bunnie then we went to eat at the nearby coffeshop since he was starving,from the time he wake still havent eat.

later, we headed to changi airport for a walk.

didnt manage to view that wide scenery where all the planes took off.

obviously cox we went the wrong terminal.well...actually i took him....

for god's sake,how would i know?i dont work there do i =.='''

then later his house,after bathing i left my surprise gift on the toilet seat and

covered it with his towel before his turn to bath.

smart right me?

you ppl didnt know i was busy making a card for him ;)

yeap i made it all by myself.

after my Os then show you all.

that's all for today folks.

i'm entertaining my msn peeps now.

2009-10-20T20:07:00.000+08:00

2009-10-19T12:04:00.012+08:00

lisa told me a couple from my school got featured in STOMP because they made the passengers uneasy due to their groping,kissing and blablabla.

posted last week.sec 4 tec one

wah if my pic got posted i would be damn paiseh lah.what's your views readers?

i spent the whole day reading up on my hist notes.

war in asia pacific,outbreak and escalation of cold war as well as end of cold war.

i REALLLYYY hope those i studied comes out!!!not only comes out but also in

some understand-able phrasing.

i'm meeting my chounny tml^^!and on thursday.

thursday's also my first O level paper,science practical actually.

it's a must to meet on thurs,know why?cox it's me and chounny's one year anniversary^^!

speaking bout that,renee's one year anni with her boyfriend is today!

bout ytd...i saw my hammies mating.

quite a few times actually....papa is just one horny hammie ;/ mama is one poor victim

should i separate them?

another thing naz,my classmate just called me ytd and asked if i still wanted to give away cox

she's thinking of adoping one from me.bout next month then it'll be ready,cage and all you know.

past few days cant remember what i've done but i did went to find chounny on 17 oct.

see my story goes like this

i wanted to cook maggie already and so i called choun to see if he had eaten.

then he said he was gonna cook maggie too cox there aint any food

so when i already poured the water into the "forgot whats that called" then i looked at the time which is 9pm+

deciding whether to find choun ....buy him some decent food at least?

so i decided to find him.

off to bedok hawker centre,tapao-ed rice for him.

reached his place at 10pm+,asked him to hurry eat his food cox that's my main purpose going there right?

and so i kept making fun of him cox he was touched by me^^heehee....

2009-10-16T00:15:00.005+08:00

seems like chounny's msn a/c has been hacked.

some weird links sent to me through him when he didnt even send them.

i know it's you bloody hackers!!!i know!!!!

ah pink gave birth to 3 bunnies on 10 oct. 2 died 1 survived.

and i'm so happy for that one cox it's healthy^^can play with new bunny le!!!!!

anyone wanna see how cute and small it is just text me and drop by ok?haha

i cleaned my bunnie and hammie cage today ;) partially forced by my sickening chounny of course ;x !

well good news is i dont have to do it tml.

went back school for hist remedial.then was chem consultation then ss remedial which there was free brownies given to the students by ms yzelman!whoohoo!

ohya,most of the time was with hwee yee outside the staff room.

i kept accidently kicking her leg ;(!!! she must be irritated!ahaha.....opps.

did i mention bout graduation?

it was good.

saw the class interacting with one another esp the girls

so was happy bout it ;)

the boys have always been a united batch.so not a cause of worry.

took tons of photos!but will be uploaded after Os.

i still owe you readers my bd pics right? ;)

fuck my butt hurts now.sitting on the bloody furniture.

my stupid chounny huh play his bloody dota until now havent text or call me!!!

had a great laugh with him just now ;)through phone of course.

i did a little maths and hist revision too.

wanted to sleep as always but genna persuded by my choun to study.ahahaa.

why am i not feeling the tension of Os coming at all?

what the hell =.='''!!!!

2009-10-13T00:43:00.002+08:00

gosh tml's graduation day.
i remembered saying i didnt want it to come so fast and now it's right before my eyes!!!!
siao~
anyway,havent been studying again ;/
not that i'm proud of it but but.....haix
met chounny just now.he's on half day leave^^
nothing much to add.just not so interesting in posting anymore ;/
maybe after Os bah?

2009-10-04T22:00:00.006+08:00

i tell you again i'll tell you a zillion times.

i LOVE lion dance for some reasons^^!

just now at around 9pm+ i followed lisa down to get her thermometer batt and

so happens there was lion dance performance going on at the bb court.

was so freaking excited i ran there and asked lisa to hurry up.

yea,was good.i like the loud drumming and all.

but didnt like the dragon part only,boring~

man, the guy shaking supposely the lion's butt is intimidating.

cute ass.ahahaha~!

i dont mind hugging the lion lor,so cute.^^

wanna join lion dance too.

plans after Os.

read the newspaper today.

looks like there's prospects to my career in early childhood education.

another is about the recent hit on ris low?the miss singapore.

which she resigned due to her credit card fraud.

well seems like there's trouble going on between her and claire lee,first runner up.

ris said claire backstabbed her but claire defended by saying she wasnt the one who exposed her credit card fraud and sabotaged her.

ris was so sure that claire was the one and said "it's an eye for an eye.i know it was her because eyes can see,ears can hear and heart can feel"

while claire's version was "i feel so hurt and disappointed.i was the only one who stood by her and defended her when people criticised her.i've done nothing to hurt her."

who's speaking the truth man?

2009-10-03T12:39:00.007+08:00

mum said today is mooncake festival day! is it?
if so,i wanna play candles and fire sparkles with my chounny!!!!!
so anyway,ytd i stayed with pearl in school for night studies.
we ate at milk cafe too before going in to school at 6pm.
here's a joke between us.
my ss teacher wanted to go to the washroom but there wasnt any tissue so i asked if she wanted then she could get it from my bag.
she walked to where pearl was sitting at the last bench and asked "the wet or dry one?"
pearl then passed her her tissue instead.
then i came over to pearl's bench and said,"wa she want use the wet(biore powder sheet) later corrode her CB"
p:"the tissue react with her urine"
m:"explosive reaction"
p:"burn with a lilac flame"
m:"purple colour one"
p:"extinguish"
m:"with a pop sound.......hydrogen present.....exothemic reaction"
us laughing like mad cows.
{edited}
since i wanted to celebrate mooncake festival with chounny, he ends work at 10.30pm,
my last bus home is 11.30pm.
i thought of overnighting again cox an hour to have fun and spend time with him is not enough.asked mum about it but unfortunately my mum didnt allowed my last minute plan cox
my dad was in.she said not to create trouble.
so there goes my celebration not celebrated,i didnt even play sparkles or candles cox choun wasnt gonna be with me ;(
had fun in my last PE lesson,played "yoda"again but this time not in groups where
they get to choose their members which was in their cliques.
yea,it's better,teamwork among classmates whom you dont usually associate or so, special thanks to the teacher for his selection of the members.
my team was singa,viknesh,mikayil,rachel,zhen xian and khahijah ;) had tons of fun though.
last i'm gonna say is that,during my sleep on 2 oct,3.44am in the morning i felt
a big shit ass thing crawling on my hand andnot to mention bitting it!
yes!you didnt know that cockroach could actually eat human's flesh did you?!
gross i know.
not to mention my hand was so near my face ;(
i was freaked out so i called choun then he told me not to care just go sleep since i have school the next morning.
so ok hang the line liao and i didnt exactly went to sleep?
i stoned there for 15mins+ not knowing what to do still?
then i asked my sister who was in her deep sleep,"what to do?"
and she still can say "what's your problem?" then went back to sleep=.='''
hahahahaahaaaaaaaaaaa

2009-10-02T01:27:00.002+08:00

cant wait for graduation day to come!then i can wear my class tee^^

wait a minute,i shouldnt be hoping for that day to draw nearer should i?

that means days of studyings = lesser.

i havent started on my revision yet.gosh.

have troubles waking up in my afternoon sleep ;(!

last tuesday was shiok man.know why?

3 things came in at a go.

class tee!class photos and my choc mint girl guide cookies!!!

so time now is like 1.30am.

i'm listening to 91.3FM,gonna memorise some social studies notes cox tml's my test.

same goes to POA.haiz!

imagining the day going back to the new school to collect results is so scary.

what if i didnt perform to my expectations?

targeted(L1R4)-below 12

my prelim got 16 cox of my combined humans,i didnt do well in hist so it increased my grade by 2 times?!

when they flash my results as one of the top 20 in the N(A) i felt so lousy lah,

like that isnt my best ;(!

i'll be super upset if i got over 17 for 0s.

2009-09-28T01:02:00.011+08:00

due to lalala reasons,i cant upload my bd picas ;(!

had a quarrel with my brother ytd again over the lappie.

it's like if he's using and someone want it when his time is up,he dont give and can hog for the next few hours.

but when someone is using and that person time is up,he complains like big shit!

and if he cant get his way,he stands there thinking i'll give it up.

but what did i do?

i wait for him to get lost lah!

why should i entertain him with what i'm doing?

so i stayed still,looking at the SAME SCREEN for 15mins which he then was super pissed already

and started hurling vulgarities at me.

stupid boy indeed.

all he knows is what?kanninabeichowchibai and dont kaubeikaubu with me.

like WTF he says it for his own pleasure and what's more,always the same words that

can be my phone ringtone already lah! =.='''

that's why it isnt always good to have a younger brother ok?

worst is a retarded one like mine ;/

felt like doing physical harm to him.my mind can be quite corrupted.

hot iron on his mouth please?hammer his teeth out!stab him to death.

gruesome thoughts i know.

whatever it is,go and die and make this world a safer place to live in ok?

anyway know what i did when he continued to scold vulgarities?

i was like "mummy your son love me so much keep on mentioning my name lei^^!!!"

and "wa your hokkien so good!say somemore lei ryan!inspire me!!!*jumps up and down*"

speaking bout today,chinese oral was alright i guess ;/

yuncheng,ellis,yohighness and dinika first went to AMK hub to eat.

only yc and ellis lah.the rest bought drinks.

so funny lah,when the 3 of us went to get drinks and when we returned after a short while,

ellis have already eaten finish!!!

then i was like wa you eat so fast?!

then he say he dont want let us see him and yc eat ma.

lucky i never eat ne,if not they would have been the ones waiting for me to finish.

then it was bus 166 to mayflower sec which was under construction?

so thats why they have campus I and II for?

then head in there was alot of ppl from other schools too.

we were one of the first few to be tested.

wasnt gonna be waiting for dinika and yohighness as they were in a different group and finish last.

so i was afraid of leaving my bag in the out of bound zone with my valubles in it

so i asked the old woman beside me which was a teacher of that school and she was so freaking R-U-D-E,

she said,you think nowadays got ppl want to steal your handphone?is it worth it?

if you want then can carry your wallet along

then ellis asked handphone lei?(wasnt to provoke her or anything)

and she started insanity!sudden shouting as if we offended her?raise her voice somemore!

dislike her ever since then.

dont know how the ppl gonna cope with her this type of attitude there.

fierce is one thing to achieve discipline i understand,but fierce for no reason?

it's pathetic.

i was the first to be tested and i had a horrible experience.

everything was chaotic for the teachers.

DURING MY 5 MINS,i didnt have my peace of reading the passage,instead,

the old woman was telling the teacher she shouldnt be starting too early thus this interrupted me,the table i was using had to be adjusted to shift me more to the left and

i had to ignore the door being opened for awhile and there was construction going out there for god's sake?!

how much of my time and concentration have been disturbed?

and before i know it,your time is UP.

WTF.

2009-09-27T20:30:00.002+08:00

25/9-JAYA AND NAZ CELEBRATING MY BD @PASTA MANIA

LOOK AT MY DEAD EYES

2009-09-27T20:10:00.008+08:00

20/9-21/9MALAYSIA OVERNIGHTING BABY DYED HIS HAIR!

I LIKE ;D!

OUR ROOM

SEAVIEW!

BATHTUB!

SO NEAT......

ALOT OF ROOMS LEI!AT THE ZON HOTEL

MY FAT TUMMY

BABY DRAWING ME HIS HOMETOWN MAP ;)LOOK HOW FOCUS HE IS?

MORNING CAME...

BREAKFAST @ SALT N PEPPER

LOOK AT HIS MESSY HAIR.AHAHAHA!

CHECKING OUT

STARBUCKS

2009-09-27T19:35:00.003+08:00

lady gaga is too extreme at her dressing that she ruined it really badly.
but admit that she does have a pretty face.
lisa's friend said she think she's crazy.oh well.
i got probs uploading pics to facebook so abit pek chek lei....
baobei ytd anyhow record my voice when i singing until so horrible.shit!
tml's my O level mt oral.
some words my teacher prepared for me i never see before.
like what?like...zou lang(corridor),gou wu zhong xin(shopping centre),zu wu qu(HDB estate) ;/
whatever it is lah,hope i got stuffs to crap about cox it's confirmed that i'll fail the reading part.
jin hui said she saw me when i was at malaysia the zon!
at a glance i did saw someone resembling you too! but thought the possibility of seeing anybody i know is just too slim......
a freaking mozzie is attacking my face!buzz off lah!
oh got something to complain!!!!!!
last thursday,early in the morning,lisa and i RAN to the earlier bus stop cox we saw the bus arrive liao and you know what?
the fucking 962 bus driver waited for us then drove off when we reached?!
fuck him lah!
the best part was that he did it on purpose?!!!!!
with his bloody fucking sunglasses on, he looked right and drove off lei?!!!!!!
truly a bloody fucker.bastard.
in a moment of folly,if i did point middlefinger at him,would he then be observant of his surroundings?
you fucking blind bastard with your retarded specs on.
dont know how to see still want drive.
arghhhh!

2009-09-22T01:08:00.003+08:00

yos!

sheryl's officially over the "underage" age of 16!

yeayeayea!

more to come next year cox it's 18!

get to do whatever you want and buy your own cigarettes and watch M18 shows^^

i'm 17 i'm 17!!!!!

fast one here.

this year it's a good year.

i get to celebrated my bd as well as my 11th month anniversary with choun ;}

basically we went to malaysia last sunday!

overnight at "the zon",chio hotel by the way.

we bought J-CO donuts^^

got pics but cant upload now cox i gotta hurry blog before dad comes home

and quickly call choun.

so ya,we swam together at the zon.

cool huh?for a moment the whole pool was ours cox everyone had left.

too bad cant show you my chio bikini bod cox i didnt bring my cam =.='''

no lah kiddings.had a hard time sucking in my tummy throughout the day cox

i wore my black tube dress i recently bought.

we had our dinner at a pub which was blasting with loud music and like

these entertainment women around men that arent even related to them?eeeeeeeeeee~

so like, the woman boss was sitting so close to chounny that i was abit sensative.

but she was merely teaching him how to take the order.i guess so.

so ya,dinnered and walked back to the hotel cox there werent any taxis.

bought beer and cigarettes on the way.

drank,slept =.= zzz then chounny forgot that he needed to

draw out my map of his hometown so we woke again^^

he's so focus haha^^

after he drew his masterpiece,off to sleep @3am+ in the morning as usual.

morning came!

breakfast at salt and pepper restaurant.buffet.

couldnt finish what we took.

checkout time at 12pm.everything ok?headed to starbucks for a drink.

then walk walk walk for awhile chounny thirsty again.

i dont know but it kindda seem my day was filled with food in my stomach all the time

and how i had a hard time sucking in all that fats.

went permas jaya later to jusco!

we went inside "dont know what chain" shop and he bought me a guess watch as my bd

present^^chio!

i said i couldnt wear it till it's 22 09 so like yea was persistent.

choun bought preserved mango thingy for mum cox she likes it.

oh i forgot to mention chounny dyed his hair on sat too.

i cut my hair too but same lah,just trim nia.

i like his current hair colour though ;D!

chounny bought chocs for me as well!

checkpoint!singapore!

i dont know if i have a bad face or what but the police still insist on checking my bag

after it have been x-rayed.kns.

lucky never smuggle bubble gum ;x!

later went to bedok.

kfc-ed.

it's fast forward stuffs dont worry,we're not pigs.

shengshiong for my compact powder.i need it.

playing defiand, after they block the second level we still go up.ahahaha!

hawker,ban mian and sugarcane and his red bean soup.

wore the watch for me.chioness!

854 came!off i went to yishun!

home at 12.30am +

ok that's all time to sleep,

toodles!

thanks choun ^^

this year i dont expect presents from close friends.

i rather them accompany me.

whohoo,i've grown!

2009-09-19T09:17:00.007+08:00

YTD'S MAKE UP SESSION WITH LISA AT MY HOUSE!

. LISA PUTTING ON FIRST

THERE IS AN EFFECT THOUGH.MAKES THE EYE LOOK DARKER.

MY TURN TO PUT ON!

MINE VERY GILTTERY I KNOW.

PEARL PURSUADE ME TO BUY ONE.

MY EYELINER.

RESULTS.

LISA JUST PUT ON THE LASHES ONLY.

I DID THE LASHES AND LINER.

END!

2009-09-19T09:08:00.003+08:00

YTD'S EXCITING EVENTS. BUS STOPPED DUE TO SOME ENGINE PROBLEMS OR SO.
MY REFUND TICKET^^WAHAHA!

HAVENT REACHED MY TURN THAT TIME,I WANT SECRETLY TAKE LANIE

THEN THE LADY BEFORE ME BEND AND BLOCK LANIE!!!!

THANK GOD.

TOLD YA LISA SAT ON THE TOILET FLOOR.HAHA MY NAILS ;)

NEEDS TO BE CUT ;(

SEE?I TOLD YA I HAD A WHOLE ROW OF PANTYLINERS!

2 TYPES SOMEMORE!